For All Who Are Still In Shock Of Loss.

I havent been logged on in a while, because Im loving my furbabies new and old....They bring my life complete joy and happiness, even as they tear up my house and keep me awake at night....Two half size cats can sound like elephants at night. LOL Well June 23rd I lost my most beautiful Jasmine, then two weeks later I lost my Buddy. My heart still breaks for them I will always love them deep with in my heart, I was so broken I had to get clinical help...I wanted to die with them..Tears still stream down my face. But honestly, Im not sad as I was. Life did go on and my wounds have filled with the memory of their love. I ask God every night to tell them I love them and to Send them some of my love. I read a thing about if you find a Penny thats your pets gift from Rainbow Bridge letting you know that they still love you and that they are happy where they are. Well I told my four year old son about this and every time he finds a penny nickle or dime, even quarters...he decides which one sent it to tell us that they still love us. We keep their memory alive and it has gotten better, our pets dont want us to be sad. They would be sad if they knew that we were sad, they want us to remember them with a smile in our face and love in our hearts. Every pet every person has is a gift, we dont get to keep them for ever-even know we want to. We just have to love them as much as possible for as long as we got.....I got two new kittens, I still have Spunkie( Jasmines other half ) hes finally ok with everyone....And a Doree(Bordercollie) and now not too long ago, a friend of my mothers friend who cleans houses, noticed this really sad looking mini snouzer. He had ticks covered his whole body, dread locks in his hair, all skinny and wormy...Well these people who owned him paid 175 for him at a pet shop when he was a puppy about two years ago. The neighbor guy said these folks just wanted the dog catcher to catch him and kill him...Sad Sad. Well this Lady snatched him up, took him home spent all night and the next day getting ticks off him. She couldnt keep him, Moms friend couldnt either and niether could my mother. SO she begged me to take him. I finally gave in and took him, He was an ugly little guy, had a homeshaved job, sores all over him, wormy, skinny....and really kind of sad, well I kept him. He wasnt potty trained or anything, He attacted to me. I tried to give him to everyone who came over, but yeah no one would take him...I just kept him cleaned threw the babydoll for him, fed and took care of him....well I started walking to strengthen my back. I thought oh Ill just see if the dog wants to go for a walk, sure enough he loved it and we have bonded to the point I wouldnt ever let anyone have him. I love him dearly and Im totally a cat person. Funny thing is he loves on the cats It will get better, when we love our pets and we lose our pets we are animal people, when one door closes another will open....Its ok to be sad, its ok to cry for months, but eventully getting another pet and loving again doesnt replace your pet, it just gives another pet a loving home....there is so many out there, that no one wants, these little guys and girls need us, and they truely appreciate someone who will love them. I hope my little story can help someone out there who feels like their heart is ripping out, I felt my heart rip out for months I still as I wrote this and think of them feel my heart missing them so much. But like I said, I try to fill my hurt with the love of them that have passed and love the ones who wouldnt be here if things had never changed...Good luck to you all...

Two Pets In Two Weeks:(

Its hard to lose a pet you've had for years. Its really hard to lose two close together. I almost lost three, but I actully saved my puppy Fish. Hes good to go now...I hope nothing else dies on me for a long time, I dont think I could handle it. Oh my heart hurts....