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I lost my soul mate Opie March 5 2010. Opie was a flame point siamese cat with a personality that shined brighter than the sun. He was truly one in a million.
I still have his sister Lily here to keep me comforted. She is a seal point siamese cat. Opie meant the world to me.
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21 Oct 2013
I will have lost Opie 4 years ago in March. I still can not deal with it. When I'm not upset about him I am just "blocking out" the feelings. I go about my life not really thinking about how he is gone. Then once in a while, I do think about it, and I break down. It happens every couple of months. I just can't stand the thought that he is gone. He was the most special cat ever! I know that isn't nice to say when I have another cat here, his sister Lily. But there was something about Opie that was beyond anything I've ever known with a cat. He was "dog like" in his intelligence and admiration of me. I've never seen anything like it in a cat before. He slept in my arms every night with his paws wrapped around my neck. He was so special. Anyhow, I am just having a bad day where I am sitting here crying about loosing him. Sometimes I want to get another flame point siamese like he was just in hopes to somehow "bring him back", but I know that it would just end up a disappointment. I'm just so sad sad.gif
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5 Mar 2011
It was one year ago today that my sweet special Opie passed away. I can't believe a whole year has passed. So many crazy things have happened during this year. A lot of the time I felt like I was just going through the motions. I think I am finally accepting that he is gone. For so long I couldn't totally accept it. I would feel like there was some way to get him back. Now I am believing he is gone. The sad thing is my memories of him are dulling. Just like I was afraid they would. When he died everything reminded me of him. Every time I printed out a copy he would come running to watch the printer go back and forth. I would get so sad to make a copy after he died because I would expect him to come running....now (probably 300 prints later....) I don't think of him coming running. I've almost forgotten. There are so many of those things that would happen that I am slowly adjusting to without him. I try so hard to hold onto those memories. Anyway, I've gone on a bit of a detour of what I wanted to say. I just miss him dearly and it's been one year. I love you Opie.
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24 Nov 2010
I was looking at some pictures on my computer and came across one of Opie I had forgotten about. I cried.

I really don't know how to cope with this loss. I just can't put my mind at ease.

I miss him so much :'(

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5 Oct 2010
Oh sweet Opie how I love you so.

I cry still. A lot. I miss you so much.

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You were so full of life. I can't believe you are gone.
25 Aug 2010
Hi everyone,
I just wanted to let you know that I still check in frequently and say a prayer for all those that are suffering with grief.
I can't believe it will soon be 6 months since I lost my precious Opie. I also can't believe that I really don't feel at all healed since then. I had been distracted for a while, but when I have a moment to myself and time to think about him, I fall to pieces.
I just don't know how I will ever be okay again. It tears me up inside. I miss him sooooo much.

The crazy part is, the breeder that I got him from continues to advertise kittens on the internet. They look EXACTLY like Opie. I get this urge to get one because it looks so much like him, but I know it won't BE him. I know it would be a terrible idea. I can't ever get him back and I have to accept that. It's just that there is this idea that comes in my head that maybe, just maybe this kitten would act like Opie too because they're relatives. But I know it is so wrong. On so many levels. For one, the breeder was awful (if you read my first post you will see) and there is no way I could ever support what she is doing. Plus it just isn't right, I can't try and make a new kitten become Opie. I just miss him so much and can barely deal with never being able to see him again.

I still have Lily my seal point siamese. She keeps me company, but is nowhere near the personality that Opie was. He was such an amazing cat. One in a million. My heart is shattered.
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