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1 May 2005
My cat Min-Min died yesterday in my arms. She died before I could take her to the vet to be euthanized. She had been sick for a while with lymphosarcoma, but it was not diagnosed until too late. The vet wanted to euthanize her on the spot, but my mom and I just couldn't do it. We wanted to take her home and give it a day or two to talk to an oncologist. She was so thin, only skin and fur and bones. Her death was not a peaceful one, as they say it is with euthanasia. I feel sick just thinking about it. She was lying in my arms and all of a sudden she had a contraction and died. It was only 15 hours after we took her home from the vet. We didn't even have time to talk to an actual specialist.

I miss her SO much. I can't stop crying. I keep wailing out her name. Min-Min. Min-Min. I want to be with her again and feel her fur and pet her, but she is gone. She was my only friend for so long. She was always there with a loving purr. When I would come home late at night, she was the only one awake to greet me. Oh god...I miss her so much. I really feel like my heart is breaking. Why does this have to happen?

Please help me with your experiences. What do you do (or what did you do) in the immediate days following the death--I hate to even write the word--of your best furry friend? I feel sick. I can't shower. I can't eat. I have to work tomorrow, but I know nobody will understand. They will say "just a cat" and "snap out of it." When I called my co-worker on Friday to let him know I wouldn't be coming in, because my cat was dying, he had this blank unbelieving tone, like I was a loser because it's just an animal.

But I just call her name and think of holding her and how thin she was. Min-Min, I miss you so much. I literally cannot stop crying.

-Geraldine (Min-Min's human)
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