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28 Mar 2005
Dear Indy,
Well my darling boy, it is 3 months today that you left this earthly world.
I can’t even begin to put in words how sad and lonely I’ve been without you.
You were my joy, my best friend, and my true companion.

I hope you are happy at Rainbow Bridge. I pray you are safe, finally free of pain, syringes, medication and all the indignities of illness. Your last days were so difficult.

Indy, your sweet nature and warm loving eyes touched so many people. I cannot believe the people that have expressed their sadness at your passing.
My boy, you were indeed a very special little dog and there will never be another like you.

My heart is yours, and there you will live, always and forever.
All my love,
Mommy
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13 Feb 2005
Dear LS friends,
Thanks to all of you who commented when I had my "backward slide" at the 6 week anniversary of Indy's death.
So many of you offered support and some profound comments on the body's need to protect itself from pain and sorrow.
I am feeling a little stronger now.
In fact, I have been wanting to go and visit my vet and bring her a thank you gift and letter. She was amazing and guided me through 2 very long years of caring for Indy and his chronic illnesses. I am a nurse and she shared information and detail with me on a professional level. She acknowledged my skill and expertise and never turned down a phone call or a visit when I had a "gut" feeling that something wasn't quite right. Her compassion during Indy's last hours are beyond compare. I could not have made it through that day if it were not for her support. I am lucky to have had a vet that is truly gifted and an asset to her profession.
I have not been strong enough to visit her or the animal hospital where Indy and I spent so much time.
I have also wanted to thank everyone there for their kindness and compassion. Many of the vet techs had special feelings for Indy and always offered extra TLC when he visited. Some cried on the day he died.
I am ready now.
I have written my "thank you's" and will stop in this week.
Thanks to all of you for getting me through some rough spots and helping me find my strength.

I miss my beloved "little man" and still can't believe he is gone from arms. He will never be gone from my heart.
Fran
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10 Feb 2005
Well it's been 6 weeks since I last kissed and loved my little man.
I thought I was healing but not so.
I'm not sure what has happened but the last 4 or 5 days have been awful.
I am having a hard time coming here to the site as reading some of the posts casues my pain to feel
brand new. I was able to speak about him...now I can't without crying.
I spend a lot of time looking at pictures of Indy. I cannot believe I will never see him again.
I am still looking for him and have begun to avoid some activities that remind me of him.
Is this normal, this backward step????
Or was I fooling myself...thinking I was healing but really just avoiding.?
Need to hear if others have had a similar experience.
Thanks.
Fran
25 Jan 2005
Well, Indy is gone 4 weeks today.
I had myself fooled into thinking I was doing better.
I still cry daily, but less often and with a bit less intensity.
I can have fond rememberences of my little man that cause me to smile instead of weep.
I got through most of this day then fell apart.
I returned home from work around 5:00 and found I could not go into my house.
Yous see, it was the first time since Indy's passing I had to go into a completely empty house.
My son has been home on his winter break and just returned to college. He's been in the house when I got home, so for the past few weeks I wasn't walking into total emptiness. Having Adam home from school was a pleasant distraction.
The thought of the empty house felt just awful and I guess I had an anxiety attack of sorts... crying, frightened, hypervenilating, chest pain... the whole nine yards.
I drove to my husband's workplace and waited in the parking lot until he finished and followed him home.
A couple hours later and I'm more composed now.
I really thought I was getting a handle on my grief. I underestimated the power the loss of my beloved Indy has on me.
I miss him so terribly. My heart just aches. sad.gif
Thank you all for listening.
Fran
22 Jan 2005
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