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> My Dearest Kajoor, After 7 years you died in my arms
kajoorsmom
post Jun 11 2010, 11:13 PM
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My KJ and me:
Dear kajoor.
everyday is easier and harder at the same time. i can't believe you're really gone. i want to write some cute stories about you, but everything about us was mundane. we did everything together. for a while you even decided that my bathroom was the best place for your litter box and refused to go anywhere else. bathing you, sleeping next to you, cuddling you, nuzzling under your chin, breathing in unison, feeding you, letting you walk me, and hugging you were among the most precious gifts you gave me. thank you so much for giving me the privilege to be your mom. i miss your sneezes...but you have forever changed me for the better. i wish i could've saved you, but you did not want to go to the vet again, so you made your own choice. thank you for not making me euthanize you. thank you for dying in my arms...in the same position from when i first held you--a 6 wk old little munchkin with silly whiskers and huge bulging eyes. you were so brave and rambunctious from the start. and the fact that you thought you owned the place only made me love you more--you did own it, along with my heart. kajoor, just know that i loved you more than my life, and will forever keep your lessons deep in my soul. i love you!
love,
your mom, rachu
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janika
post Jun 13 2010, 02:25 AM
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Dear Rachu
What a wonderful tribute to your dear Kajoor. I am so sorry for your loss. You shared a wonderful life which does not sound at all 'mundane' to me. Keep writing and I would love to see any photos you could post please.
I'm thinking of you and your Angel Rachu.

Hugs Jan and my Angels and Pixie x
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kajoorsmom
post Jun 13 2010, 06:07 PM
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he was a bunny! thanks for your condolences smile.gif
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janika
post Jun 14 2010, 01:06 AM
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He's so beautiful, thanks for sharing the photo.
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Jan and my Angels and Pixie x
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post Jun 14 2010, 05:23 AM
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What a beautiful bunny Kajoor was, so pretty. One of my sister in laws had a house bunny once, he was a real charmer. He had a washing basket that he used as a litter tray and he looked so cute jumping in and our of that basket. I am really sorry for your loss, I know how you feel, these beautiful creatures we are privileged to share our lives with leave an empty hole when they pass and are no longer physically with us. Thinking of you, hugs xx


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Cheryl83
post Jun 14 2010, 03:57 PM
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He is gorgeous! smile.gif

I lost my bunny 3 weeks ago, so I know how you feel. A lot of people underestimate them, but they are such sweet, loving, playful little things. I feel so lost and empty without my Daisy. I wish I had a picture of her on my computer to share.

I laughed when you said about him choosing where to litter and refusing to go anywhere else. My Daisy was like that too. She never once did her business anywhere else in the house (except once towards the end when she was sick). Sometimes when I was cleaning her tray she would run over as if she needed to go, but would hold it until I finished, then jump right in!

So sorry for your loss. Hope you start to heal soon.

Cheryl X



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It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone,
For parts of us went with you ... the day God called you home


My beautiful Angel, Daisy - I will love and miss you forever xx
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kajoorsmom
post Jun 14 2010, 04:36 PM
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Thanks for your messages. He was a handsome little fella! Cheryl--sorry about Daisy. It's not easy to lose a rabbit--they are full fledged emotional beings, no less than a dog or cat. I would imagine Daisy wants you to keep her memory alive, but smile when you think of her. Try to get a picture uploaded!
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kajoorsmom
post Jun 15 2010, 12:38 AM
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i broke down yesterday, but today was a better day. today there were cute memories. he never leaves my thoughts. i hate looking at pictures because it makes it real. i guess this is all just a natural progression. i met some other bunnies yesterday, and i realized how different they are from him. maybe i'm in denial right now.
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Cheryl83
post Jun 15 2010, 08:37 AM
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The first stage of grief usually is denial. You just can't believe or accept that they are gone. This is normal. You will slowly start to move pass this stage, although you might find yourself returning to it every now and again. You will have "good" days and bad days. Some moments you will feel strong, the next you will be a complete mess. Again, this is all normal. You will get through this. We all will. And we are all here if you ever want to talk more about your baby, or about your feelings.

Take care, Cheryl X


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For parts of us went with you ... the day God called you home


My beautiful Angel, Daisy - I will love and miss you forever xx
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kajoorsmom
post Jun 16 2010, 12:26 PM
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These past few days have been ok, but I'm losing productivity. I don't sleep well. I feel sick....and tired. I hope I'm not abusing your memory to not be my best. I want to be the best that I can be...but I always have such issues with it. You made me so motivated....I loved having you around. Sigh. I know you're not too far away. But it's hard. Hard to explain to the world why I just don't really care about work. Why I can't be bothered to impress people. They don't think it's a big deal. Or know your cute brilliance wink.gif hehe
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Cheryl83
post Jun 16 2010, 03:51 PM
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Kajoorsmom,

I know how you feel. And it's hard for some people to understand. Unless they have been lucky and blessed enough to have experienced the bond we had with our babies, they wont. But we all understand here. Because we have all been blessed.

Hang in there.

Hugs, Cheryl xx


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For parts of us went with you ... the day God called you home


My beautiful Angel, Daisy - I will love and miss you forever xx
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kajoorsmom
post Jun 16 2010, 11:00 PM
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Thanks Cheryl.
your words are a huge comfort to me. Daisy and Kajoor are probably hanging out together smile.gif
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Cheryl83
post Jun 17 2010, 04:05 AM
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That made me laugh smile.gif I got an image of Kajoor being all friendly, hopping over to Daisy, wanting to play -- and Daisy sticking her nose in the air and turning her head. Haha. Daisy wasn't too happy around other animals. She hated something taking the attention away from her. She was a 'people' rabbit. But hopefully, she's learnt how to play at Rainbow Bridge while she waits for me.

Hugs, Cheryl xx


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For parts of us went with you ... the day God called you home


My beautiful Angel, Daisy - I will love and miss you forever xx
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kajoorsmom
post Jun 19 2010, 10:25 PM
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Almost two weeks. Still pretty much in denial. I love cute stories about you. I feel like you're not yet gone...and that feels good. I'm trying smile.gif you carried me through 7 years. I am trying to honor your life. I love you.
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post Jun 24 2010, 05:53 PM
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Dear kajoorsmom,

I just wanted to extend my deep sympathy to you on the loss of your beautiful kajoor. What an adorable bunny, he looks so soft. It must be so hard to carry on without him since your lives were so intertwined, and I think it's totally understandable to feel drained at times (I know I certainly do). I hope today has been one of the "better days" for you. But if not, then I hope you can be extra gentle & kind to yourself right now.

Finally, thank you so much for leaving a comment on my post w/ Lucy's pictures. Somehow, having people see Lucy & comment about her makes me feel a bit better.

Thank you again and take care,
soojung

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kajoorsmom
post Jun 29 2010, 02:29 AM
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I'm tired. I miss you. You were so easy to love! I hope you like where we scattered your ashes...it's close enough without being in my face. And now that you're free, you're always with me. My dear love...I still don't know where to go, how to cope. I hide my tears most of the time. I miss your cilantro breath smile.gif
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kajoorsmom
post Jul 12 2010, 12:21 AM
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We have a new carpet and newly painted walls...and I rearranged our room! There's a corner right by your litter box where I imagine you'd love sleeping. Sweet bunny, I miss you every little mood. I miss how you loved taking your Ibuprofen. And when you would lay down all puppy dog like, sighing to show me that you couldn't believe how your silly human didn't know that you needed some cuddling smile.gif I'd come running...you had me wrapped around your little paws. I love you! Please come visit me at night. Your mom loves you.
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Cheryl83
post Jul 12 2010, 12:53 PM
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Hi,

Thanks for your message on my thread. It's good to hear from you. I, too, have been wondering how you're doing, since we both lost our bunnys.

I feel the same as you. Some days it seems to be getting easier, then others I just feel.... so sad. I still miss her so much - all the little things, her little personality, and mood swings. I miss her cuddles, and little 'nose nutts'. Aren't bunnies just the sweetest, most adorable things? That's why it's so hard when they leave us. I feel like there's a hole in my life.

Can I ask... have you done any thinking about getting another bunny? I don't know what to do. When Daisy first died I told myself that I would NEVER get another one. I didn't want to ever go through that pain again. And I felt kind of guilty, like I'd be betraying Daisy (she was such a mommy's girl). But lately I've started to think about getting another one. I just feel like I need to fill that void inside me. I have so much love to give, and miss having a little bunny in my life. I really don't know if I could actually go ahead with getting one though.

Well, I hope you're doing okay, and I hope your precious kajoor has remained close to you.

Big hugs -- cheryl x


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It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone,
For parts of us went with you ... the day God called you home


My beautiful Angel, Daisy - I will love and miss you forever xx
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kajoorsmom
post Aug 2 2010, 10:26 PM
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hey k-ja-nator,
i miss you. miss your sniffles. it's weird how i've changed now that you're not around...but i can conjure you up in my mind (to borrow a phrase from darren hayes), and it's lovely. do you know how much i love you?! stay in my memories. stay close to me smile.gif
love,
rachu!
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Cheryl83
post Aug 3 2010, 04:28 PM
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QUOTE (kajoorsmom @ Aug 3 2010, 04:26 AM) *
hey k-ja-nator,
i miss you. miss your sniffles. it's weird how i've changed now that you're not around...but i can conjure you up in my mind (to borrow a phrase from darren hayes), and it's lovely. do you know how much i love you?! stay in my memories. stay close to me smile.gif
love,
rachu!

Hey Rachu!

What a sweet little message to your precious Kajoor smile.gif I can still conjure Daisy perfectly in my mind too. I can still clearly imagine her expression, her colourings, the way she moved, the way she felt. I look at her pictures every night before I go to sleep and tell her that I love her. It helps. But I still miss her so much.

Good to hear from you. Take care, Cheryl xx


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It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone,
For parts of us went with you ... the day God called you home


My beautiful Angel, Daisy - I will love and miss you forever xx
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