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sara m
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stratford, ct
Born June-28-1988
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19 Jun 2008
i had gotten kokomo when i was 4 years old and i remember the day. he was an all brown ocicat and he was the loudest, coolest cat ever. i thought of him as my baby for all 14 years he was alive. he was not only my pet, he was a part of the family and my best friend. anytime i was sad, he was always there. anytime i was happy, he'd come running with his loud meow to greet me everyday.
one day, he had a limp in his right front leg. my aunt's a vet, so i brought him in right away to see what it was. at first i thought he sprained it, broke it, anything that wasnt as severe as what they told me. it was a blood clot and they told us if we didnt amputate or put him down, he'd die from gangrene. i knew his life was not over yet, so i made the decision to have it amputated. and for a few months, i had my baby back, only this time, he was running to greet me on three legs. everyday, i gave his his antibiotics and heart medications. i slept on the floor with him until he was all healed up. i would bring him his food into my room, so that he wasnt alone at all during the time he was healing. my rooms upstairs and the nights i couldnt sleep with him, i'd have to block off the stairs, but in the middle of the night, i'd wake up to him trying to jump over the things to get to me.
on march 26th, i got woken up to my mom crying to me that kokomo had another stroke and his back legs werent working. i jumped out of bed as fast as i could and went to see what had happened. the blood clot had travelled to his back legs now. i held him and cried and he looked at me like he was lost and didnt know what was going on. my dad brought him back to the vet to see if there was ANYTHING they could do, and they said there was nothing. i couldnt go with him, i didnt want him to think i was the one that was killing him. my dad called me and i had to make the decision to put him down. i felt dead, i still do. i'm still so lost without him. before he went to the vet, i did what i did every night, and told him how much i loved him, and kissed him on the head, and he'd always give me 3 licks back.
a few weeks later, we picked up the ashes and i broke down in the vet's office. it hadn't completely hit me until then.
its so hard to know that the first thing i loved, ever, in my life, was taken away so terribly.
i just thought i'd share my story since here we are in june, and it still kills me everyday and to let everyone know that i know how it feels to lose something and someone so dear to our hearts.
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