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Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Nov 5 2012, 10:45 PM

My poor little Lancelot is in the hospital tonight. We're not sure what's going on with him. I'm so tired, overwrought and worried that I just can't even bring myself to go into details. Please, please, please say a prayer for my little guy.

I'm not ready to lose him. I can't believe we're doing this again, less than a year after we lost Pippin. My poor, poor little boy.

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 6 2012, 11:51 AM

Hi, Kel, please permit me to offer you my sincerest support and comfort in your and your precious Lancelot's medical crisis. I do so understand your fears and concerns and prayers. Please know I am here for you and am standing by to share with you what is happening with your precious boy.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Tina Syd Nov 6 2012, 12:33 PM

I feel for you in this time of need. Praying for his recovery.

Posted by: DannysMom Nov 6 2012, 02:35 PM

Kel, I am so sorry to hear that your sweet Lancelot is in the hospital. I've said a prayer for him as well as you. I know this has got to be so tough right now. Let us hope that your little kitty boy will recover. I know you're not ready to lose him, especially not so soon after Pippin. Please let us know how he is doing. My heart goes out to you.

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Nov 7 2012, 02:34 AM

I'll try to write more details tomorrow, but Lance is home, safe and sound. We think he had a severe allergic reaction to an antibiotic... it was terrifying. Off to bed now, but so glad to have my Lance here for snuggles again.

Thank you all for your kind thoughts and prayers for little Lancelot!

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 7 2012, 11:50 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing your GOOD NEWS with us. I know how much it is a relief for you to have your precious Lancelot home with you again. I hope he will continue to do well in his recovery from his adverse reaction to the medication. Please know you and your precious Lancelot are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Nov 7 2012, 02:24 PM

Kel, thanks so much for letting us know how Lancelot is doing. I am so relieved to hear that you have him back home with you and that he is doing better. That was quite a scare. I hope that he will fully recover from this.

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Nov 7 2012, 07:46 PM

Unfortunately, now I'm back with bad news. While Lance was in the hospital, they did a lymph node aspirate. They got the results back today. Lymphoma.

I'm devastated. The internal medicine specialist is kind of baffled by it, since he's only a year old and has been eating, playing, drinking - none of the real signs of lymphoma that they usually see in cats, and his age is all wrong. She says the oncologist isn't sure he buys it either, and wouldn't do chemo without a biopsy confirmation. So tomorrow, we biopsy. We're also doing chest x-rays and abdominal ultrasound to check for spread, so we get the full picture.

I... can't even cope. I can't believe that a year after Pippin got sick, Lance is sick. He's only a year and a half old. He's come so far from the angry, terrified cat that came to us. Why? WHY? What did he ever do to deserve this???????

I can't stop crying. I'm so scared, and I don't want to lose him. I can't believe we have a cat with cancer. Even with chemo, that only gives him a year.

A year isn't enough. I can't stand the thought that in a year, Lance won't be here. I just don't know what to do.

Posted by: DannysMom Nov 8 2012, 12:07 AM

Kel, I was deeply saddened to read your latest post. It seems so horribly unfair for Lance to have lymphoma. I know it probably hit you like a ton of bricks and it is too much to deal with not even a year after Pippin's death. You are asking why and I'm afraid I don't know the answer to that one. We don't always know why these things happen, and even if we knew why it probably wouldn't make us feel any better.
I've gone through some pretty rough times in the past few years and I've always been one to ask why, but now I'm finding myself asking 'Who' instead of 'Why'. I know that no matter what happens God is still in control and He will bring me through it. When we go through heartbreak and when the bottom drops out it matters more that we have someone we can turn to for comfort.
In this life we will have troubles. That is guaranteed. At one time or another we will all face pain, suffering, and heartbreak. Some of us more so than others. I never thought I would lose Tina so quickly after Danny. It seemed to me so terribly unfair. I didn't deserve to lose them both in a matter of 4 months. You don't deserve to lose Lancelot. Kel, I'm not sure that anything I say can take away the pain that you must be feeling. Just please know that I'm here for you and that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Nov 8 2012, 09:12 AM

Thank you, Danny's Mom. It's really hard. We just got back from dropping Lance off from his biopsy. They still think it's possible we got a false positive, but I don't know. I've been doing some research, and it looks like things don't necessarily have to be as grim as I'm making them. If it's lymphoma, yes, we will inevitably lose him. But I'm reading case studies of cats who've gone into remission for a couple years, and I'd be happy with that. So, we're just going to take it as it comes. If it's lymphoma, we'll meet with the oncologist and discuss our options, and we'll see what we can do to keep Lance around and healthy for as long as we can.

I hate it, of course.

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Nov 8 2012, 10:46 AM

I just heard back from the vet. The abdominal ultrasound showed his liver and spleen look abnormal. It's almost certainly lymphoma. They're going to do an aspirate to get more information so we can start treatment.

Devastated. Completely.

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 8 2012, 12:02 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very much for sharing with us how you and your precious Lancelot are doing. Words cannot begin to express to you the very deep sadness that is in my heart with the news that your precious Lancelot may be very seriously ill with Lymphoma. I DO understand your shock and anger. My beloved number one kitty son Eli was 6 years old when he was diagnosed with end stage Lymphoma. I hope and pray with all my heart that you will be able to provide your precious Lancelot with treatment that will help him to have a longer happy and healthy earthly journey with you. Please let us know what happens with your precious Lancelot.

Like DannysMom, I have no answer to your desperate need to know "why" this is happening to your precious Lancelot. But like DannysMom's wisdom, I'm not sure that knowing "why" would really make a difference in the devastating heartbreak and heartache we feel when we are faced with the prospects of losing our precious companion's sweet physical presence with us. I wish I had answers for you, Kel, but the only thing I can truly offer you is my sincerest friendship which includes staying close to you - - reaching out to you through the portal of cyberspace - - to try to offer you comfort, encouragement, support, and hope in your time of need.

Please know you and your precious Lancelot are in my thoughts and prayers, Kel, and please do let us know how your precious Lancelot is doing and what the final diagnosis, treatment plan, and prognosis are.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Tom's Dad Nov 8 2012, 12:30 PM

Kel,

Please allow me to add my deepest condolences to you and Lancelot. I do hope they can come up with a treatment that will allow you and your precious boy to spend as much time together as possible. I know all too well how you must be feeling. All our thoughts and prayers are with you both.

T

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 9 2012, 12:39 PM

Hi, Kel, stopping by to let you know you and your precious Lancelot are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I am here for you, with you, and beside you through every step of your and your precious Lancelot's journey - - whatever it may be.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Nov 9 2012, 02:04 PM

Kel, thanks for sharing the test results with us. It is encouraging that his liver and spleen look normal, and hopefully the aspirate will give you a clearer picture of what is going on. Kel, I know you're going to to do everything you can to help your little kitty boy and to give him the best possible care. He is a young cat, so he does have that going for him. I hope and pray that treatment will get him into remission. I know this is is such a shock for you. Please know that I'm here for you, we all are. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Right now all you can do is just take it one step at a time.

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 15 2012, 02:51 PM

Hi, Kel, just stopping by to let you know you and your precious Lancelot are in my thoughts and prayers, and am here for you.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 20 2012, 03:59 PM

Hi, Kel, just want to let you know that you and your beloved Lancelot are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how you and your precious boy are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Nov 22 2012, 06:43 PM

I tried to post an update last week, but the board ate my post. This week is better. We're moving forward with chemo - this week was week 2. Last week was awful. Lancelot had a bad reaction to anesthesia, then a bad reaction to an appetite stimulant. He started to perk up over the weekend, and he's now back to acting like himself. He's been happy, playful and eating well this week. Monday, the oncologist thought he was doing quite well. He lost a little weight, but I understand that's normal with chemo at first. I might be wrong, but I think he's putting weight back on this week. I guess we'll see for sure next Monday.

Thank you all for your continued thoughts and prayers. I haven't been posting much - it's too hard, and I'm too anxious to say much. But thank you, thank you, thank you.

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 23 2012, 11:49 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us how you and your precious Lancelot are doing. Yeah - - I know about the quirks of "high technology". I'm glad "technology" finally cooperated when you were once again able to try to share with us how your precious boy is doing.

When my number one kitty son Eli was undergoing chemo for end stage Lymphoma I was surprised at how well he did once he recovered from the trauma of his surgery and the initial chemo dose. He did lose his whiskers but not his fur - - so I saved the whiskers I found and started a "whisker box" for him, and I still have his whiskers these 6 years since he joined the angels.

Your primary priority is to spend as much time as possible with your precious Lancelot. Please know we understand that your heart also wishes to share with us how you and your precious boy are doing - - we are here for you, Kel - - always beside you and keeping you and your precious Lancelot close in thought and prayer.

I hope you and your precious Lancelot had a very peaceful and enjoyable Thanksgiving yesterday - - a day I know you both will treasure forever. Please know you and your precious boy are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how you both are doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Nov 27 2012, 08:40 PM

Kel, thanks for giving us an update on Lancelot. You are in our thoughts and prayers. It's encouraging that he is putting weight back on, and he is getting the best care. We all want Lancelot to get well and to have a relatively good life despite his health problems. Your sweet Lancelot is in good hands and he knows he has a great home and a great mom

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Dec 8 2012, 02:44 PM

Danny's Mom and moonbeam:

Thank you so much for all of your kind thoughts. I wanted to update you on Lancelot's progress. Last Monday was week 4 of chemo, and the oncologist hasn't been able to feel his lymph nodes since week 2, nor his spleen. His blood counts have remained good. He has lost weight some weeks, gained on others, but he seems to lose on weeks he gets the medication vincristine. The oncologist isn't too concerned about the weight loss right now. As it turns out, we LOVE our oncologist.

Most importantly, Lancelot is happy. He has some days when he's extra tired or maybe not as playful, but often enough, he's his usual self. We had a bad night last Sunday. I was at work, and Lance vomited twice. He'd been playing in the basement - which we normally don't allow, but he was having so much fun, we let him - and then sleeping on a pillow made of black fake fur. Well, wouldn't you know it, but black fake fur is what he vomited. He vomited again, then went and curled up on the couch, and started shivering. My husband was terrified. This is when I know we picked the right oncologist - they have an oncologist available via phone 24/7. You leave a voicemail on the emergency line, even at 1 AM, and they call back. And I've found they call back quickly, usually within 15-20 minutes. The oncologist was so nice, and helped my husband while Lancelot was feeling miserable. By the time I got home from work around midnight, Lancelot was sleeping comfortably on our couch. And at 1:30, he woke up and was all ready to play! He had his weekly appointment at 8:30 the next morning, so I stayed up all night with him. His oncologist thinks that it was a bit too late to be a reaction to chemo, so we're thinking that the fake fur upset his stomach. Lesson learned: Lancelot really is capable of getting into trouble at a moment's notice, LOL.

The other wonderful thing about our oncologist and their techs... they know about Lancelot's bad reaction to anesthesia. Lancelot isn't always the easiest cat to handle at the vet. He's loud, and he gets very grumpy (though the oncologist says that on the 1-10 scale of bad cats, Lance is only at a 5). While sedating him for blood draws and IV chemo meds would be easier, they are as adamant as we are about not giving him anesthesia/sedation unless it's absolutely necessary. Even last week, when they had to insert an IV catheter, draw blood from it, give him a 10 minute IV infusion and give him subQ Cerenia to prevent nausea, they did not sedate him at all. I am so incredibly impressed and grateful. And because of how great they are, he's getting used to being handled more. We drive about an hour to get there, but it's worth every minute, especially since Lance likes car rides.

So, next week is a week off, except to go to his primary vet for a CBC and a quick look over by the vet. We had to give him the appetite stimulant again on Wednesday, but we gave a half-dose and he didn't have the bad reaction again (which was him getting restless, agitated, yowling inconsolably, stumbling like he was drunk). He was a bit extra-sleepy, but I wasn't very surprised, since cyproheptadine is an antihistamine. He seems to need a little extra encouragement to eat, but once he gets going, he does well. He's enjoying the fishy flavors of wet food right now. I know it's not supposed to be good for the kidneys, but I figure that even if it's not the optimal food, he's eating - and his body needs nutrition and energy right now. And speaking of energy, Lancelot played with me for half an hour this morning, and was running around while he did. It's amazing to see. I never thought we'd get another 4 weeks with him, let alone a mostly good 4 weeks!

His next appointment with the oncologist is 12/17. We're hoping his weight will be up a little bit again, with the break. That's also when we start thinking about whether or not he's in remission (!!!). I'm trying so hard not to get too excited. So far, all signs point to it being a possibility, so please keep thinking good thoughts for Lance! He has so many people pulling for him, and I'm convinced that's what is making the difference. He even has a prayer blanket that volunteers at my hospital knit while saying healing prayers (not for him specifically), which was then blessed by our chaplains. When one of them heard my kitty was sick, she went and brought it to me, for him. I had managed to hold it together at work so well, until then! It was just the kindest gesture - and I'm not religious, but I do believe that prayer and positive energy can have an impact. Sometimes Lancelot sleeps under or on the blanket, and Chaplain Jan said that when he does, he's wrapped in prayer.

I guess the TL;DR is that Lancelot is doing much better than I might have expected, and he's happy. That's all I can ask for, and more than I hoped for.

Posted by: moon_beam Dec 8 2012, 04:26 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you soooooo much for sharing with us how you and your precious Lancelot are doing. Overall it is WONDERFUL NEWS, and I am soooooo happy for you and your preicous Lancelot. I know right now your heart is soaring seeing him do so well, and I hope and pray with all my heart that he will indeed have a remission from the cancer so that you both can continue to enjoy a healthy, happy earthly journey for many more years to come.

It is also a blessing having encouragement and assistance from the oncologist and the team 24 / 7. It sounds like they are doing everything in their power to keep the stress levels at a minimum for your precious Lancelot while he is receiving treatments, - - which also lowers YOUR stress levels.

And I am soooo happy that the hospital chaplain gave you a prayer blanket for your precious Lancelot. This is sooo sweet - - I know your precious little boy feels great comfort when he lays on it.

Kel, I hope his check up with his primary care physician for blood work will go well, and that his next oncology visit on 12/17 will go well - - that his oncology physician will be able to give you the greatest Christmas gift your heart is longing for: That your precious Lancelot is in remission and will give you a follow up schedule to make sure that he continues to do well. Please let us know how things go.

I hope today is treating you, your husband, and your precious Lancelot kindly, Kel, - - that each day will find your precious Lancelot feeling stronger and able to eat. You are so right that nourishment - - in whatever form that he can tolerate right now - - is what you need to give him. Please know you, your precious Lancelot, and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious little boy and you and your husband are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Dec 8 2012, 05:10 PM

Kel, thank you so much for updating us on Lancelot's condition. I am so glad that he is doing better, and I will continue to pray for his recovery and remission. His prayer blanket is very special and that was a nice thing for them to do and give to you. Prayer changes things. It is so comforting to know that Lance has a great oncologist, and I agree with you that the car ride is definitely worth it. A great doctor can make so much of a difference.

I'm sorry to hear that Lance had such a bad episode with the fake fur blanket, but it's good to hear that he recovered and is eating well. Every bit helps. You could even boil some organic chicken for him. It doesn't take long. My mom used to do it for one of our dogs. And it would be healthy for him. Or you could give him some wild caught salmon (make sure it says wild caught and not Atlantic salmon on the package) if he likes fish.

I'm also glad to hear that he's getting used to being handled more and that they are treating him so well. He is definitely in good hands! I hope that all goes well for his next appointment, and it's good that he is handling the chemo so well. I've been praying for him to be able to tolerate the chemotherapy.

I can so relate to Lance being loud and grumpy at the vet. My Tina was probably close to a 8 or 9 on that scale! She hated going to the vet and she hated being handled and struck at the vet or the tech whenever she got a chance.

Kel, I hope that you will have a good Christmas with Lance.

Posted by: moon_beam Dec 17 2012, 11:24 AM

Hi, Kel, stopping by to let you know that your precious Lancelot and you and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers today as your precious boy has his oncology appointment. I am sooooo hoping and praying that his medical review will bring each of you GREAT news. What a WONDERFL Christmas present that would be for you, your husband and your precious Lancelot!!! Please know we are here for you to share your news - - whatever it may be - - whenever possible.

Please know your precious Lancelot and you and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, Kel, that your travels will be safe today, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Dec 17 2012, 11:16 PM

Thank you so much for thinking of us, moon_beam (and Danny's Mom, for I see you also posted). I'm happy to say that although the oncologist wasn't quite ready to officially say he's in remission, she thinks that's where we're headed, still! Lance's weight was back up to his baseline, and he had a great couple of weeks between appointments. He's been eating well, playful, and... feisty! Apparently, he's getting back to his usual self at the vet... Uh oh! The oncologist thought he was funny, in his rage. She said that he kept flipping around upside down trying to get them, even when they weren't touching him. As in, doing somersaults and flailing his big paws in the air.. it sounded like he was doing handstands. Also, the general consensus seems to be that even when he's being totally naughty (and fighting them), he's still super-cute.

The oncologist still doesn't feel any lymph nodes, and she can't feel his spleen. His blood counts were also good, she said. This week, he got vincristine, which is the med that he seems to do less well with. He tends to get very tired 2-4 days after it, and his appetite decreases a bit. She gave him Cerenia (an anti-nausea med) SQ after the chemo, and she sent us home with the oral version in case he had some nausea, and we have the cyproheptadine if his appetite falls off... and at least we sort of know what to expect this week. Next week is a week off, no bloodwork, but we're giving him his oral chemo (cytoxan), and then New Year's Eve is his next appointment. Two weeks after that, he's scheduled for an ultrasound to see if he really is in remission.

Remission or not, Lancelot had a fantastic two weeks, and honestly... that's more than I ever hoped for when he got diagnosed. I never imagined we'd reach week 6 with a cat who was his normal self. I questioned our decision to undergo chemo, and put him through any suffering, especially after that first week when he reacted so badly to anesthesia. Now, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that it was the right thing to do. Whatever happy, healthy time we can give him is a gift to us.

Posted by: moon_beam Dec 18 2012, 11:19 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot and you and your husband are doing. I am SOOOOOOO happy for the good news you received yesterday from the oncologist. I know first hand how you feel when you share with us: "I questioned our decision to undergo chemo, and put him through any suffering, especially after that first week when he reacted so badly to anesthesia. Now, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that it was the right thing to do. Whatever happy, healthy time we can give him is a gift to us." I am sooooo very happy for you and your precious Lancelot. What a very merry holiday celebration you will have this year. I share in your joy, Kel.

It does sound like your precious Lancelot is feeling ever so much better with his high spirits returning. This is always a good indicator that our companions are feeling good. And after seeing him so very ill and not knowing how things would turn out, his high spirits are especially welcome.

I hope the next couple of weeks go well and that your precious Lancelot and you and your husband will be able to enjoy this respite before his next visit December 31. I know you will be holding your breath until you get the results of his ultrasound the week of January 14. Your precious Lancelot has come a long way since November 5 when you first began sharing your precious Lancelot's and your journey in this very scary health crisis. Please continue to know that you and your precious boy are close in thought and prayer that he will indeed be blessed with a full remission so that he and you and your husband can have a very happy, HEALTHY earthly journey together.

I hope today is treating you, your husband, and your precious Lancelot kindly, Kel. Please know you, your precious Lancelot, and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious little boy and you and your husband are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Dec 27 2012, 06:29 PM

Kel, this is really good news! I'm glad Lance is doing so well, and I hope everything goes well next week at his checkup. You know he is in good hands, and it is a blessing that the doctors and staff care about him so much. Tina was given Cerenia a couple times, and it improved her appetite and made her real hungry. Hopefully it had the same effect on Lance as well.

He is such a brave little cat, and you are taking such good care of him. You know you did the right thing, and I'm happy with you that he is doing so much better.

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Dec 27 2012, 09:56 PM

Danny's Mom and moon_beam, thank you so much. We had a lovely Christmas here, even though it was very difficult not having Pippin here with us this year. Lancelot and Earl Grey enjoyed their first Christmas very much! We unwrapped lots of kitty presents, and we were all spoiled senseless with treats.

Lance's past week has been really good. His appetite remains good, and he has been so active and playful! He's been downright feisty. This week, he got cytoxan, which is a pill he gets two days in a row - easy! He seems to be doing well with it so far.


All 5 cats decided they'd tolerate each other in the spirit of Christmas.


Lancelot has decided that bows are fashionable.


It was Earl Grey's first Christmas, too.


Princess Willow - she's the one who we thought might have kidney issues, but everything checked out fine at the beginning of the month. Isn't she pretty?

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Dec 27 2012, 09:57 PM

And the rest of the pictures I'd wanted to share:



Strider, my little asthma cat. He's Lance's buddy.


Karma, the alpha male and my guy. He's an amazing comfort to me, when I'm missing Pippin. He insists on being near me if I'm upset, purrs and kneads and frets over me.


Lancelot says "Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good bite!"

Posted by: moon_beam Dec 28 2012, 12:36 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you sooooo much for sharing with us how you and your precious Lancelot are doing - - and these wonderful pictures of your fur family members. I know your heart is soaring with joy to see your precious Lancelot doing and feeling so well, along with each of your precious companions. I'm sooo thrilled that Princess Willow's tests came back negative for kidney issues -- I know this takes a HUGE concern off your mind with Lancelot's medical needs. What a "happy, jolly Christmas" you, your husband, and all of your precious companions had this year!! May the coming year be one of good health, much happiness, and prosperity in many blessings for you, your husband, Lancelot, Princess Willow, Earl Grey, Karma, and Strider.

I hope today is treating you, your husband, your precious Lancelot, and all your precious companions kindly, Kel. Please know you, your husband, your precious Lancelot, and all of your precious fur family are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious little boy and you and your husband are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Dec 29 2012, 05:10 PM

Kel, those are PRECIOUS pictures!!! Thank you so much for sharing them with us. They brought a big smile to my face! Lance looks so handsome with that purple bow on his head, very festive! Earl Grey is very handsome. I bet you love stroking his soft, long fur. And Strider seems very sweet. Miss Willow sure is a pretty cat. Shelley's one kitten is a dilute calico just like your Miss Willow. I hope she does hold her own against all the "boys" in the household!

I am glad that Karma is such a comfort to you. What a handsome big ginger boy kitty! It looks like you had a wonderful Christmas with your fur tribe and I can tell they are loved very much! I had a quiet Christmas with my "girls" and could have used a couple more days off, but I had to go back to work the next day. Shelley and Mindy both got a little toy for Christmas and they were very happy with them.

I hope all goes well with Lancelot's checkup next week.

Posted by: Tom's Dad Dec 29 2012, 05:27 PM

Hello Kell

My, what a good looking fur tribe you have there. Lancelot, Strider, Earl Grey, Karma, and Princess Willow. Lovely names. I'm glad Lancelot is doing better and that you were all able to have a nice Christmas. I just had to comment how much your Karma looks like my Tang. And even though Lancelot is a boy cat, with a spot of black on his head, he'd look a lot like my Theresa. (right down to the biteys, LOL) Hope life is treating you all very kindly today.

T

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Jan 15 2013, 02:47 PM

Once again, thanks to everyone for all the support. I'm glad you enjoyed the Christmas pictures of my little fur tribe!

So, yesterday was the beginning of week 10 of Lancelot's chemotherapy. We were supposed to have the abdominal ultrasound to find out if he's in remission, but the vet who does them was out with the flu. We're really disappointed, but of course we'd much rather not get the flu!

The oncologist says that Lancelot "looks great." He's back up to/above his baseline weight, weighing in at 12.06 lbs. He got down as low as 11 lbs, in the first couple weeks after his diagnosis/at the start of treatment. His lymph nodes are normal, and his liver and spleen feel normal. This week, he got vincristine, and next week, we'll give him his oral cytoxan. Lance was pretty tired yesterday, but he perked up around 2 AM (since I work evenings, we keep late hours!) and played.

So, we've rescheduled the ultrasound for 1/28. Pippin died on January 27th, last year, so I'm a bit anxious about the timing - and I know I'll be a bit of a wreck. Meh. I just keep reminding myself to take things one day at a time, since it's all I can do.

I have to admit, though... when Lance was first diagnosed, I never thought we'd get 10 more weeks with him, let alone 10 really good weeks. I am so deeply appreciative for them, and I'm so touched by how this ferocious little cat has dealt with all of this. When he first came to us in April, he was completely untrusting, terrified and angry. Now, he will eat treats from my fingers, gentle as can be. He'll take his pills from my fingers that way, too. If we ask him to give us kisses, he will lift his head up and touch his nose to our lips. Sure, he still has his grumpy moments, but he has just blossomed so much. I'm praying for a miracle here, because Lance deserves a long life of being loved - and I'm trying hard not to think too far ahead. Sometimes I feel like there's a sword hanging over our head, but I'm just trying to appreciate the good days and enjoy them while they last. I really hate that he's sick.

For now, though, I'm just going to enjoy our funny, sweet little boy.

Posted by: moon_beam Jan 15 2013, 03:44 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very much for sharing with us how you and your precious Lancelot are doing. I can so understand your being disappointed about having to postpone the ultrasound, and I can most certainly understand your apprehension about the timing for it to occur. I firmly believe that your beloved Pippin is doing his best to watch over you and your precious Lancelot, and I'm sending you and your precious Lancelot my heartfelt thoughts and prayers that the ultrasound will confirm he is in remission, and that he will be able to have a long, happy, and healthy earthly journey with you, your husband, and his housemates.

Thank you so much for sharing your precious Lancelot with us, Kel, and this sweet wonderful picture of him. He is so adorable. I hope today is treating you, your husband, your precious Lancelot, and all your precious companions kindly, Kel. Please know you, your husband, your precious Lancelot, and all of your precious fur family are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious little boy and you and your husband are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Jan 16 2013, 08:36 PM

Kel, thanks so much for sharing with us how Lancelot is doing. This picture of him is sooo precious! He sure is a very handsome kitty boy, and he is looking good! I was worried about him since we hadn't heard from you in a while, and I thought maybe things aren't going so well. So it just made my heart glad to see your post tonight. I am very happy that he is responding so well to treatment and that he has blossomed so much. He knows he is loved and that you are getting him the best care. I'm sorry to hear about the timing for Lance's ultrasound, we will be thinking of you. The first angelversary is hard.

Hugs,
DannysMom

Posted by: xxForeverxx Jan 24 2013, 11:35 AM

Hi Kel

I have just read your whole story. I am so sorry what you and your Lancelot have had to go through especially over Christmas and so soon after losing your precious Pippin. I read the post with anxiety as I waited to see if there was any good updates and It made me smile to see how strong he has been and how well it was going. I have my fingers crossed that he is remission and look forward to hearing your next update. Be strong. Sounds like Lancelot it being absolutely brilliant about the whole thing too!

Take care

xxForeverxx

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Jan 27 2013, 12:14 AM

Thank you so much for your kind thoughts. Lancelot goes for his ultrasound Monday - we're pretty anxious about it, especially with today being Pippin's one-year angelversary. Thank you for reading everything and thinking of us.

Posted by: moon_beam Jan 28 2013, 01:27 PM

Hi, Kel, stopping by to let you know you, your precious Lancelot, and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers today as your precious Lancelot undergoes the ultrasound which will hopefully confirm the cancer is in remission. Please know we are here for you to share whatever your news may be - - and hopefully to celebrate good news.

Peace and blessings,
moo_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Jan 28 2013, 02:48 PM

Moon_beam,

Thank you so much for thinking of us! We're disappointed with today's ultrasound results, but probably more disappointed than we ought to be. The worst news is that his spleen isn't "normal" yet. The oncologist kind of waffled and said a couple times that it might not even be changes from the lymphoma (and she doesn't sugar-coat, I don't think). It is, however, better than it was when he was diagnosed. The good news is, though, that his liver is back to normal, and the lymph nodes in his belly that were abnormal are no longer visible on ultrasound. So the word is partial remission. He may or may not get a full remission. Unfortunately, she said partial remissions tend to last about 6 months, while full remissions last around a year. I'm trying not to find that too discouraging. It's more than we thought we'd ever get, and who knows what the next six months will hold? He's surprised us (pleasantly) already.

Other than that, his exam is great. No lymph nodes under his jaw, his weight is up even MORE (so he's above his baseline). She even said: "I don't give the fat cat lecture. If he's gaining weight, it's good." So, amusingly, I guess really *is* a little on the pudgy side. I take that as an overwhelmingly good sign about how he's doing with his lymphoma and the chemo. She reminded us that although it's a partial remission right now, he's doing wonderfully, and that's what we need to focus on. And I have to remind myself, 6 months remission doesn't necessarily mean 6 months *left*.

So... we're disappointed, even though we got largely good news.

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Jan 28 2013, 02:48 PM

Moon_beam,

Thank you so much for thinking of us! We're disappointed with today's ultrasound results, but probably more disappointed than we ought to be. The worst news is that his spleen isn't "normal" yet. The oncologist kind of waffled and said a couple times that it might not even be changes from the lymphoma (and she doesn't sugar-coat, I don't think). It is, however, better than it was when he was diagnosed. The good news is, though, that his liver is back to normal, and the lymph nodes in his belly that were abnormal are no longer visible on ultrasound. So the word is partial remission. He may or may not get a full remission. Unfortunately, she said partial remissions tend to last about 6 months, while full remissions last around a year. I'm trying not to find that too discouraging. It's more than we thought we'd ever get, and who knows what the next six months will hold? He's surprised us (pleasantly) already.

Other than that, his exam is great. No lymph nodes under his jaw, his weight is up even MORE (so he's above his baseline). She even said: "I don't give the fat cat lecture. If he's gaining weight, it's good." So, amusingly, I guess really *is* a little on the pudgy side. I take that as an overwhelmingly good sign about how he's doing with his lymphoma and the chemo. She reminded us that although it's a partial remission right now, he's doing wonderfully, and that's what we need to focus on. And I have to remind myself, 6 months remission doesn't necessarily mean 6 months *left*.

So... we're disappointed, even though we got largely good news.

Posted by: moon_beam Jan 28 2013, 03:57 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot's check up went today. I can so understand your disappointment with the partial remission diagnosis when your and your husband's hearts, and ours, was hoping for FULL remission. Still, there is very good news that his liver and lymph nodes appear "normal" and that he is gaining weight. These are very good indicators. And you are SO RIGHT when you share with us: "6 months remission doesn't necessarily mean 6 months *left*."

So, what is the protocol now - - does he continue with chemotherapy with a 3 month check up? I know you and your husband know each day is a blessing with your precious Lancelot, and he knows each day is precious with his Forever Mom and Dad, and housemates. Please know you, your precious Lancelot, and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, Kel, and that I look forward to knowing how each of you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Jan 28 2013, 06:23 PM

Kel, thanks for updating us on how Lancelot's checkup went. I was thinking of you today and was hoping that you would get good news. And as you said, it was largely good news, even if it wasn't what you were wanting to hear. It doesn't mean that he can't or won't improve. Just give it some time. I think it's wonderful that he is doing so much better and that he has gained weight. And you are right when you say that 6 months doesn't necessarily mean "6 months left". Stay positive and give your sweet kitty boy lots of lovin'. Just take it one day at a time. I will keep you and Lance in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs,
DannysMom

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Feb 9 2013, 08:27 PM

Hi, all.

First off, let me start out by saying things are fine with Lancelot. This week wasn't as good as some others, but it was still pretty ok. He's had a little diarrhea, and a few days where he drank a bit more than normal. He was a little crabby on Thursday, and between that and the drinking, we had our primary vet check his labs. Everything on the labs was just fine.

I'm just a nervous wreck about him. With the big snowstorm we had in New England, I was stuck at work overnight last night, and I was just beside myself. Add that to the fact that we have a bad history around storms... Pippin got sick around Halloween 2011 when there was a huge snowstorm and we lost power, and then this all started with Lance last Halloween right after another big storm (Sandy)... I've been terrified. I'm having a lot of trouble managing my anxiety right now, and I have to take the time to acknowledge that having a cat with cancer is hard work. I love him, and I am so glad to have the opportunity to have Lancelot in my life and to care for him... but it's work. And I live in constant fear of the "what if" and "when." I'm not sure how to cope with it.

Realistically, he's doing fine. His ultrasound was less than two weeks ago, and showed a partial remission. He's eating really well. He's perky, active... he was waiting for me at the basement door when I got home from work today, after I was stuck there overnight. He played with me quite vigorously right away, too! Yes, he had a little diarrhea, but I need to just chill... and I'm not sure how.

Thanks so much for letting me unburden. I don't know what else to do.

Posted by: DannysMom Feb 11 2013, 07:09 PM

Oh Kel, I'm so sorry to hear about you being a nervous wreck. I've had a rough week myself, and I know how the similar circumstances of Lance getting ill can stress you out even more. It's understandable that you were so concerned about Lance when the big snowstorm hit and you were stuck at work overnight. Even though the bad weather didn't cause Pippin or Lance to get sick I can very well understand how a bad weather even can cause you anxiety and have you worried. I'm so sorry that you are going through this and I wish I could help. We are not meant to carry these heavy burdens. I know you've said before you're not religious and that's okay, but I find a lot of comfort in giving my heavy burdens to God and letting him deal with them. You can only do so much and you need your strength as your job is very demanding. You're not supposed to be superwoman and it's okay to ask for help. I hope that Lancelot will continue to improve. I will keep you and Lance in my thoughts and prayers. Try to find some time to just relax and unwind and be kind to yourself. You're doing the best you can for Lance and he is getting the best care. Try not to think about the "what ifs". Today has enough trouble of it's own, and tomorrow will take care of itself. We can only take things one day at a time. If we think too far ahead we burden ourselves with things we're not meant to carry. All the best to you and Lance!

Hugs,
DannysMom

Posted by: moon_beam Feb 12 2013, 12:11 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us how you and your precious Lancelot are doing. You and your precious boy are always frequently in my thoughts and prayers, and especially over recent days.

Like DannysMom I can so understand how stressed you were when you were stranded at the hospital during the blizzard. It is hard focusing on the task immediately before us when our hearts and minds are filled with worry and long to be with our loved ones - - of every life form. I can just hear your precious Lancelot when you were finally able to get home: "Mommy's home!! HURRAY!!"

I can also understand your anxiety about your precious boy. Even though he is doing well, you are still on the Anticipatory Grief roller coaster ride where the good days are exceptionally good, but any change - - such as a bout of diarrhea - - can cause alarm and fear in your heart. You were very wise to get him checked out by his primary veterinary care provider, and hope the results of the tests have helped to restore some peace to your heart and mind.

One of the many things you need to remember is that you are not alone in your journey with your precious Lancelot. Although you are a nurse by profession this does not mean that you "should be" strong enough to cope with this stress of your precious Lancelot's illness alone. Please know each of us are here for you for as long and as often as you need us to share this journey with you - - the really good days, the not so bad days, and the days when your precious Lancelot may not be feeling his best - - AND the days when YOU need to share whatever is in your heart and on your mind.

Thank you so much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot is doing. Will he be seeing his oncologist again for a check up, and if so, do you know when that will be?

Kel, please know you, your precious Lancelot, and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious boy are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Feb 12 2013, 07:31 PM

Danny's Mom and Moon_beam, thank you. We got a great checkup at the oncologist yesterday, but today's been a hard day. We increased his phenobarb around the vincristine (one of his chemo drugs) doses. We gave him the first higher dose last night. He didn't really want to play, which I attributed to being at the vet and the higher dose of pheno. This morning, he refused food and treats. So we talked to the oncologist and gave him Cerenia orally to help in case he had nausea. After that, we found he had vomited overnight. I guess the Cerenia was a good thing, in that case. He ate a bit after he had the Cerenia, but then he got very sleepy this afternoon. Almost lethargic, not really wanting to wake up.

We talked to the neurologist, who says sometimes that happens when increasing a pheno dose. Usually it subsides after the first two weeks - but we're only increasing the dose for the five days after he gets vincristine. He'd never get to the "adjusted" point of things, so we're going back to his normal dose, and praying that helps. My husband and I talked it over, and the neurologist and I did as well - better to risk a seizure than to have him sedated and miserable constantly. A seizure affects his quality of life less than five days of sedation/lethargy. I refuse to compromise his quality of life that much.

So, he's waking up a bit now, and he's moved to a few different spots in the house, which is good. I'm glad to see he's been up and walking around a little. He's still sleepy, though. He also didn't really seem overly interested in food... not even chicken breast, which is one of his favorite things.

I'm scared Lance is fading away from me. I don't think that's reasonable just yet, but it's my biggest fear.

Posted by: moon_beam Feb 13 2013, 04:04 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us how you and your precious Lancelot are doing. I can so understand your fears when you share with us: "I'm scared Lance is fading away from me. I don't think that's reasonable just yet, but it's my biggest fear." I TOTALLY agree with your decision to resume the pheno med at the original dose - - fiddling around with meds at this critical point can cause more difficulties than the benefit they offer.

I hope your precious boy is doing better today, my friend. I know seeing him more alert and active will help you to breathe easier once again. Please know you, your precious Lancelot, and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious boy are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Feb 14 2013, 01:59 AM

The briefest of updates, because I'm so very tired - I was up until 4 AM yesterday, and worked all evening tonight. At 4 AM, Lancelot snuggled up in bed with us the way he normally does, crawling under my husband's blankets and starting to knead and suckle his favorite blanket... it's lined with white fur, so it must remind him of his mama! I knew he was feeling better when he did that. And oh, to hear his sweet purr again - bliss. I cried all over Lance because I was so happy to hear him purring and see him feeling well enough to snuggle. (When he's not feeling well, Lance just wants his space.)

Today, Lancelot was his normal self. He ate wonderfully, has been drinking, using his litterbox (no diarrhea, huzzah!) and even playing. Tomorrow's another day, but today was a good one.

Posted by: moon_beam Feb 14 2013, 12:32 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very, very much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot and you are doing. My heart is soaring with yours with this EXCELLENT news!! I hope today is treating you, your precious boy, and your husband kindly, my friend, and please know I look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Feb 21 2013, 12:36 AM

Another update - Lancelot bounced back last Wednesday and has been doing great for the past week. He's his usual, feisty self. I was at work tonight, but my husband (who works from home) said that every five minutes, Lance was yelling for him to come play. Hee! I also joined a feline lymphoma yahoo mailing list, and it's been so helpful to hear stories from people who have cats with lymphoma that have surpassed the six month mark that vets tell you, when you get the diagnosis. So I'm trying to be cautiously hopeful - and for now, he's so happy and playful, eating well.. Again, I really can't ask for more.

Also, weirdly enough, Lancelot and my other big boy, Karma, have decided they get along. ?!?!! They'd been better, but we still weren't letting them out together, which meant lots of cat shuffling, closing doors, taking turns putting one of them in the bedroom, switching... ugh. After Lance had that one rough day last week, for some reason, they are now fine with each other. Karma was acting worried about Lance that day. I know it sounds weird, but Karma kept pacing and trying to check on Lancelot that day - it's what Karma does when I'm upset and he's worried about me! Since then, we've been able to leave them out together almost all the time, and there have been no real arguments. What a relief and blessing! I was so afraid Lance wouldn't be around long enough for this to happen.

Thank you, again, for everything! I hope I can post another good update soon.

Posted by: moon_beam Feb 21 2013, 03:02 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very, very much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot, you, and your precious Karma are doing. I am soooo thrilled to share your news that your precious Lancelot is doing really well and is feeling really well. I know your heart is soaring, and I share your joy.

It sounds like your precious Karma has been keeping tabs on his brother's health crisis, and is now assuming the role of comforter and caregiver for Lancelot. He know you love Lancelot very much, and he knows you love him, too. There is no need for "sibling rivalry" anymore - - although there may be times when "seniority" will need to be reaffirmed. I know seeing your precious Lancelot and Karma together is a prayer answered for you, and adds to your joy about how well your precious Lancelot is doing.

I am also very glad you have found a feline lymphoma support group online to give you hope and encouragement to know that the "prognosis" is not an exact science but rather a conservative guideline.

Thank you again so very much for sharing your wonderful news with us, Kel. I hope today is treating you, your precious Lancelot and Karma, and your husband kindly, my friend, and please know I look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Feb 21 2013, 10:49 PM

Kel, this is good news all around! I know joining the support group will help you...just to be able to share with and get support from people going through the same thing. It makes you feel not so alone in all this. It always helps to have a good support network. How wonderful that Karma has warmed up to Lance and was trying to check on Lancelot. I know this must make you so happy to see your kitty boys get along. It's nice that Karma is getting so protective and being a good big brother. And I know you're so happy that Lance has bounced back and is his feisty self. Thanks for sharing with us, and you know we look forward to your updates.

Just take things day by day. Treasure each day that you have with Lance and make the most of it. Give him all the lovin' and attention he can stand. Don't try to look too far ahead into the future, just enjoy the time that you have with Lance. Each day, each moment is a precious gift and meant to be enjoyed.

Hugs,
DannysMom

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Feb 25 2013, 06:25 PM

Another update... Today's the start of week 16 of Lance's chemotherapy! We saw the oncologist 1st thing this morning, and she seems really pleased with how he's doing. His weight was up yet again, which means he's starting to be a little chubby, even. The oncologist considers that a mark of a cat who's doing ok with his cancer. He got vincristine today, which is the med he had a hard time with last week, but we're also not upping his phenobarb dose this time, to see if that helps. We started premedicating with the antinausea med last night, in hopes that we can get ahead of any nausea. She also dropped the dose a teeny bit, though it's still in the normal dose range for a cat his size. The oncologist also says his physical exam is "normal." Additionally, his bloodwork remains normal.

So, now, we go to seeing the oncologist every 3 weeks. We're doing his prednisolone once a day, instead of twice a day, starting today. The plan is to check another ultrasound in 6 weeks, to see where we're at.

We're continuing to enjoy every day with Lance, and I'm definitely trying not to think ahead. There's no point, really. I spent three months freaking out about Pippin, and it still didn't change that we lost him. I spent so much time anxious about him that I didn't enjoy those last months as much as I could have... I won't be doing that with Lance.

Posted by: moon_beam Feb 26 2013, 12:42 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very much for sharing with us your wonderful news on how your precious Lancelot and you are doing. I am soooo very thrilled to share your news that the oncologist is pleased with his progress, that his blood work remains normal, and that he is continuing to gaini weight. All of these are very good indicators for him indeed.

From what you have shared with us, according to my calculations with the calendar the next ultrasound will take place sometime during the week of April 8, and his next oncology visit will be during the week of March 18. I know as the week of April 8 draws near you will be anxiously anticipating knowing the results, as we will be waiting with you. Even though you and your husband are the ones coping with the reality of your precious Lancelot's illness and treatments 24 / 7, I truly hope and pray you know in your hearts beyond all shadow of a doubt that you are not alone in your journey.

Thank you again so very much for sharing your wonderful news with us, Kel. I hope today is treating you, your precious Lancelot and Karma, and your husband kindly, my friend, and please know I look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Feb 26 2013, 10:44 PM

Kel, thanks for sharing with us about Lance's progress. This is very good news, especially that he's gained weight. I know that makes you feel so much better. Hopefully he'll do better this time around with the dose of vincristine. He is such a brave little kitty boy, and I know you're proud of him. Try to stay positive and just love him and give him the best care. I will keep you and Lance in my thoughts and prayers.

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Mar 16 2013, 03:32 PM

Danny's Mom and moon_beam, thank you so much as always for your continued thoughts of us here. Lancelot is doing pretty well right now. He didn't have any seizures with this last dose of vincristine, and he got his cytoxan last week, which he typically tolerates pretty well. He's been eating well since, playing and being a very normal Lancelot. As a matter of fact, he's currently lounging around after a vigorous round of laser pointer play.

We're back to the oncologist Monday, for the start of week 19. For now, let me share a picture of Lancelot being Lancelot.

Posted by: DannysMom Mar 16 2013, 05:28 PM

Kel, this is a great picture of Lance! He is sooo precious! What a beautiful kitty boy. I know you're pleased that he is doing so well. How is he getting along with Karma? I hope there haven't been any spats between the two. This picture clearly shows that Lancelot is loved and well cared for. Please let us know how his next visit with the oncologist went.

Posted by: moon_beam Mar 17 2013, 10:44 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot is doing. Like DannysMom, I am sharing your joy that he is doing so well. Thank you also for sharing this wonderful picture of your precious little boy - - there is no doubt from the expression in his eyes that he knows he has his own very special place in your heart. In fact he looks quite pleased with himself!!! (as well he should!!!)

I hope all goes well on Monday and am hoping that the doctor can give you more good news to fill your heart even more. Please let us know how things go.

I hope today is treating you, your precious Lancelot and Karma, and your husband kindly, my friend, and please know I look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: moon_beam Mar 19 2013, 12:26 PM

Hi, Kel, just stopping by to say hello to you and your precious Lancelot, and letting you know that I'm wondering how things went yesterday with the oncologist. Please know your precious Lancelot, you, your husband, and your precious Karma are in my thoughts and prayers, and look forward to sharing your news whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Mar 20 2013, 12:14 AM

As always, thank you so much for all the kind thoughts for my furry family. Moon_beam, thank you for asking how the appointment went. My little chunky monkey is up to 13.2 lbs!! His baseline weight was around 12 lbs, and he was about 10.5 when we adopted him last April. The oncologist thinks he looks "great." His blood counts are still ok, and his exam remains normal. He got adriamycin this time, which normally doesn't do terribly with. The plan is still to do an ultrasound in another 3 weeks.

In the meanwhile, Lancelot is being his usual self. He ate wonderfully today, and he's been very playful. It's hard to believe that next month, we'll have had him for a year. I didn't think he'd make it to our one year Lance-a-versary. Also, next month is his six month checkup with his neurologist, another landmark we didn't think we'd make.

Finally, the oncologist was telling us that she'd just heard from the owners of a cat who she'd treated eight years ago, who was FeLV positive like Lance - they'd moved to Canada, and fallen out of touch partway through treatment. It turns out that kitty is still around and still in remission! It's so good to hear the good stories, you know? (Also, she must have been pretty happy with how Lance is doing to even *mention* that to us.)

So, that's the update - all good news, for now! Go, Lancey, go!!

Posted by: moon_beam Mar 20 2013, 02:02 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you for so very, very much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot's oncology check up and treatment went on Monday. My heart is soaring with joy at your WONDERFUL news. I know next month will be a very special celebration indeed for your and your precious Lance-a-versary. Hope goes a very long way when faced with an experience with overwhelming odds not in your favor - - even when our hearts are struggling to prepare for the worst case scenario.

I am hoping and praying that the ultrasound will provide you and your precious Lancelot with even more wonderful news - - that he is now in full remission.

Thank you again so very much for sharing your wonderful news with us, Kel. I hope today is treating you, your precious Lancelot and Karma, and your husband kindly, my friend, and please know I look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Mar 21 2013, 07:44 PM

Kel, this is great news indeed, and I know you must be so happy! I'm so glad that Lancelot is doing so well and hopefully everything will go well with his ultrasound in 3 weeks. I'm glad your oncologist told you that story about the kitty who's still around with FelV after eight years. That is encouraging and it just goes to show you that cats with FeLV can live long lives and that it doesn't necessarily mean they only have a few months left.

Please give your sweet kitty boy a hug from me!

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Mar 25 2013, 01:24 PM

Danny's Mom and moon_beam, thank you so much. It's so helpful to know that you're both rooting for Lancelot. Last week was another good week. I think giving him the Cerenia ahead of time, then for three days around the time of chemo, has been super helpful. I stopped by our primary vet's to pick up some meds, and I got a chance to show him pictures of Lancelot from earlier in the day - he was thrilled to see the chubby kitty!

I did have a disheartening experience last week, though. I was at work, and a pharmacist I'm friends with asked how Lancelot was doing, and I answered. The nursing supervisor asked what I was talking about, and I explained that I had a cat with cancer, and when she heard I was doing chemo, her reaction was to laugh. Then, the next question is always, "How much does that cost?" (Often said sarcastically.) My reply, since I have chosen not to have children, is the standard: "Less than a kid."

I don't understand why it's so hard for some people to grasp that I would care enough about my pets to give them chemo for a very treatable cancer. I pray that she doesn't have any pets, because they deserve better. I'm hurt, and I'm offended, and I'm angry at that reaction. Sigh.

Posted by: DannysMom Mar 25 2013, 05:39 PM

Kel, I am so sorry about your disheartening experience at work last week. Shame on this nursing supervisor! She is in the caring profession and should have shown more concern to begin with, but she obviously has never known the unconditional love and the joy and comfort that a fur kid brings. For her to laugh was just so cruel!!! I can imagine how that must have made you feel. I mean there you were, excitedly talking about Lancelot's progress and then this woman stomped on your heart.

But good for you that you got a word in edgewise! Some people do not understand about the bond between a fur kid and a human. This woman should have at least kept her comment to herself. She has no tact. You have every right to be angry and offended at what she said. Please know that you're among friends here and won't encounter such comments on LS. We all know how much love these little fur-covered angels give and they ask for so little in return.

I don't have kids either, and that's why Mindy and Shelley are my "girls". I hope Lance continues to do so well.

Posted by: moon_beam Mar 26 2013, 01:52 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot and you are doing. Please let me add my deepest sympathies in the crude and rude response you received from your nursing supervisor last week. I know first hand how cruel this is, and you have the right to feel hurt and angry. Having experienced similar situations with employers is one of the many reasons why I stopped "sharing" my private business with co-workers and supervisory staff. Perhaps sometime there will be an opportunity for you to tell your supervisor how much her comments hurt you, if this would be beneficial to you. And I wish to emphasize what DannysMom has shared with you: You ARE among friends here who truly do understand what you are going through with your precious Lancelot.

I'm glad to know that your precious Lancelot is continuing to do well, and I agree with you that giving the Cerenia prior to the chemo is helpful. When my mom had chemo for non-Hodgkins Lymphoma, we finally were advised to give her a dose of her nausea medication prior to her treatments, and it did help lessen this post-chemo side effect.

I hope today is treating you, your precious Lancelot and Karma, and your husband kindly, my friend, and please know I look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Apr 5 2013, 09:48 PM

Oh, Lancelot. This time, he ate some onions. Maybe. There may or may not have been onions on the plate he decided to climb into the kitchen sink to lick clean... the good news is, if there were, there were only tiny amounts. I'm still freaked out, of course, since I know they can cause hemolytic anemia in cats.

I talked to our oncologist's on-call vet, and she and I talked about the amount he might've had, and she was pretty sure it shouldn't be a problem, but she had us call a local veterinary hospital to be safe, since they have criticalists there. Talked to them, they think the same thing - he should be fine.

I can't get over this fear that now, we've started to win against the lymphoma, but I've gone and killed him with my own stupidity. I shouldn't have been lazy and left that plate there. I just wanted to watch the last ten minutes of a TV show with my husband. I'm not quite hysterical, but I keep bursting into tears because I can't stop worrying that I've killed him.

Monday, he sees the oncologist. He'll have his abdominal ultrasound and blood counts done - which would show anemia, if it were happening. And anemia would happen 3-7 days after ingestion, so it's in the right time frame to catch it.

But... if only I had been more careful. What will I do if we lose him, and this is why?

Posted by: DannysMom Apr 6 2013, 07:50 AM

Kel, I'm sorry to hear this, but I think Lance will be okay, just as the two vets told you. I can so understand you worrying about him, but he'll be alright. You haven't killed him. We all make mistakes sometimes, please don't beat yourself up over it. I have accidentally left out rubber bands which Tina used to eat if she got a chance, and I think she ate two of them, but she lived to be 14 1/2 years. Please don't worry. I will keep you and Lance in my thoughts and prayers. I hope all goes well with his ultrasound. Please keep us updated.

Hugs,
DannysMom

Posted by: moon_beam Apr 6 2013, 11:49 AM

Hi, Kel, please permit me to add my sincerest encouragement to DannysMom, and to your precious Lancelot's care providers that your precious boy will be okay. Along with DannysMom I do so understand how concerned you are - - which is a witness to your deep love for your precious boy. Just keep him under close observation - - check his gums occasionally if you can to make sure they are not losing their normal pink color. If they do, then you may want to consult his veterinary care providers again. Otherwise, try to relax and enjoy the weekend. I hope Monday's evaluation will bring very good news for your precious Lancelot, which I know will be very good news for you and your husband, too. Please know you, your precious Lancelot and Karma, and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, my friend, and that I look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: moon_beam Apr 8 2013, 02:44 PM

Hi, Kel, stopping by to let you know your precious Lancelot and you and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers today as your precious boy has his oncology check up. Hopefully the blood work will show there is no need to worry about his escapade on Friday licking the plates in the kitchen sink. Please know your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to sharing with you how his medical check up went today.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Apr 8 2013, 03:05 PM

Danny's Mom and moon_beam, thank you so much for your kind words and thoughts. His bloodwork today was fine, and the oncologist thinks his escapades are funny - but the last thing he needs. Naughty boy!

I got the best news I could have hoped for today. Sir Lancelot, the Naughty, is in FULL REMISSION!



I am so, so proud of my brave boy, who fights everything - even the neurologist's stethoscope - with determination and courage. My tough, sweet little warrior. I just want to scoop him up and hug him, but he's having none of that, LOL!

Thank you, thank you, thank you for all of your good thoughts and prayers for our little boy. This is nothing short of miraculous, in my eyes.

Posted by: moon_beam Apr 9 2013, 11:01 AM

Hi, Kel, words are so inadequate to express to you the sincere joy I am sharing with you in your WONDERFUL news that your precious Lancelot is in full remission. I know your and your husband's hearts are soaring, as is mine right along with you. God does listen to our prayers and answers them in the way He knows is best, and for now He has granted you and your precious Lancelot the gift of sharing more time together in your earthly journey. I know your precious Lancelot is also grateful to you and your husband for all the loving care you have given him through this crisis, and will continue to give him each and every day.

So - - when does he need to go back for a check up with his oncologist and primary care physician? I imagine he no longer needs chemo treatments at this time - - and hopefully never again.

Thank you again so very, very much for sharing your WONDERFUL news with us, Kel. I hope today is treating you, your precious Lancelot and Karma, and your husband kindly, my friend, and please know I look forward to sharing with you how you and your precious Lancelot are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Apr 13 2013, 03:51 PM

Moon_beam, thank you for the reply! Lancelot continues to do well, and although we know remissions don't always last more than 6 months to a year with lymphoma, we have heard some success stories of cats with remissions lasting multiple years. With large cell lymphoma, which he has, we will continue the protocol of chemo for a year, at least, if not 18 months. That's what vet oncologists are seeing the most successful remissions with. For now, we're continuing to see the oncologist every three weeks. Since, at this point, Lance is tolerating the treatments well, his blood counts are good and he has only mild objections to being there, I'm glad to keep going, to give him the best chance of staying with us. He actually seems to really enjoy car rides; I drive, and my husband sits in back with Lance in his carrier. It's actually comforting to know we're having him seen by the expert and followed closely - and I feel better continuing to treat the lymphoma, since I know remissions don't always last.

I'm so deeply grateful for your support and prayers, moon_beam (and Danny's Mom, and I think Tom's Dad, too!). Lance has faced everything with a courage and feisty attitude that is what has gotten him this far. I'm so proud of him.

We took this picture Monday, the day we found out he is in remission.

Posted by: DannysMom Apr 13 2013, 06:15 PM

Kel, that is a nice picture of Lance. It really shows off his beautiful blue eyes! I'm glad he's got this fighting spirit, but with a name like "Lancelot" that is to be expected! He is indeed a brave and courageous kitty "knight". We will keep him in thoughts and prayers that his remission will last and that you will have a few more years with him. I've heard that some cats with lymphoma continue to live for years, so this is not unheard of.

Posted by: moon_beam Apr 14 2013, 01:56 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot and you are doing, and for this wonderful picture your handsome little boy. Your beloved Pippin and God knew what they were doing when they led little Lancelot to you, for they knew what his needs would be and that you and your husband would give him the love and care he needs to have as healthy and happy earthly journey as possible.

I'm so glad that your precious Lancelot will continue his follow up schedule with his oncologist and regular veterinary care provider as needed. Please continue to let us know how things go for him.

I hope today is treating your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Apr 29 2013, 10:28 PM

Another brief update - we had our week 25 oncology appointment today, and everything went swimmingly. His physical exam is normal, his weight is stable, and his blood counts are "great," per the oncologist. She seems quite pleased with how he's doing and said we're on "cruise control" for the time being. We'll continue our treatments every three weeks, unless something changes. We also discussed the possibility of extending his protocol past a year, if he is still in remission then. (I can't believe we're thinking that far into the future! It used to be "tomorrow," then it was "next week.")

You know, it's funny. At first I wasn't sure about our oncologist - she was brilliant, obviously, but I wasn't so sure about her bedside manner. She was quite reserved. She has, in the six months we've known her, warmed up considerably. I have to wonder if at first, she didn't think Lance was going to make it. Either way, I'm so deeply appreciative to have an oncologist who is willing to fight for Lance, as we are. And one who has a sense of humor about Lance... being Lance! He's so naughty. He's the sweetest little snugglebug at home (usually, as long as you respect his grumbles), but he starts grumbling and hissing when we walk in the door to the oncologist. (Funny enough, he is chipper for the entire car ride, all 60 minutes of it, and then fine for the ride home.)

Thanks for listening, and for your kind thoughts.
Kel

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Apr 29 2013, 10:56 PM

Also, let me just add that April 23rd was our one-year Lance-a-versary! Hurray! I was just going back and reading my posts from when he first got sick, and how every week was a miracle. Every week still IS a miracle, but I just can't believe we've gotten this far. Next week is 26 weeks - half a year on chemo. Wow.

Posted by: moon_beam Apr 30 2013, 10:59 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very, very much for sharing your and your precious Lancelot's WONDERFUL news with us. Your news is truly an answer to earnest prayer. I truly believe your beloved Pippin and God led Lancelot to you and your husband knowing that he would need your very special loving care, for in these very unsettled financial times anyone else may not have had the ability to fight for his life.

I share your thoughts about how time has passed "Also, let me just add that April 23rd was our one-year Lance-a-versary! Hurray! I was just going back and reading my posts from when he first got sick, and how every week was a miracle. Every week still IS a miracle, but I just can't believe we've gotten this far. Next week is 26 weeks - half a year on chemo. Wow." - - CONGRATULATIONS on your and your precious Lancelot's one year anniversary!! And what a whirlwind year it has been!! I am so very glad that you are now able to settle down into a more peaceful "cruise control" routine with his check ups and treatments. May this coming year, and all years forthcoming, give you and your precious Lancelot a long and healthy and happy earthly journey together.

Kel, my heart is soaring with yours with your WONDERFULLY good news. Thank you so very much for sharing it with us. I hope today is treating your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom May 1 2013, 06:26 PM

Kel, this is such wonderful news! Thanks for sharing that with us. We are rejoicing with you that Lance is doing so well. I had to chuckle at him hissing and grumbling when he walks in to the oncologist. Maybe he just wants to appear "macho", lol! It's nice that your oncologist takes Lance's grumbling in stride. My vet used to say about Tina that she has "spunk" and as long as she is so spunky that she's doing well. I think the same can be said for your Lance. He's a fighter. And I know all our prayers helped.

Posted by: moon_beam May 19 2013, 10:28 AM

Hi, Kel, stopping by to say hello and to let you know you and your precious Lancelot are in my thoughts and prayers. If my calculations are correct your precious boy has his 3-week oncology visit tomorrow, and I hope and pray that everything will go okay. I know Mother's Day this year was particularly a blessed one with your precious Lancelot having received a WONDERFUL report of being in remission.

As always, my friend, I hope today is treating your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband kindly. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel May 25 2013, 02:08 AM

Moon_beam, thank you so much for thinking of us! Lance's appointment went wonderfully. Blood work is normal, including his liver and kidney function. His weight is up (again), and his exam is normal.

Hurray!

Posted by: moon_beam May 25 2013, 02:37 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot and you are doing, and for the WONDERFUL news that his latest oncology visit went well. Praise the Lord!! I know your heart is soaring with joy, and my heart is rejoicing with you, too.

I hope today is treating your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom May 26 2013, 11:30 AM

Kel, that's really wonderful that Lancelot is doing so well. And I know this must make you so happy! Here's hoping that his next checkup will go just as well. He is such a brave little kitty boy and he's in good hands and most of all he's got you for his wonderful mom!

Posted by: moon_beam Jun 13 2013, 01:10 PM

Hi, Kel, stopping by to say hello and let you know your precious Lancelot and you are in my thoughts and prayers. If my calendar is correct your precious boy had his three week oncology visit this past Monday, 6/10. I hope all went well.

I hope today is treating your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Jun 19 2013, 06:27 PM

Danny's Mom & moon_beam, as always, thank you for thinking of Lancelot and me. His appointment last week went just fine. His weight was down the tiniest bit, but the oncologist isn't really concerned. Lance remains active, playful, and most importantly - happy!

We're in the middle of moth-hunting season here in New England, so Lancelot has been a busy boy every evening. We were so afraid, when he was diagnosed last fall, that he wouldn't be around to hunt any more moths on summer evenings. My heart swells with joy when I see him stalking bugs now!

My husband put together a video of all of our kitties in action:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=KL-Nmv733m0

Posted by: Tom's Dad Jun 19 2013, 07:36 PM

Hello Kel - SO glad to hear Lancelot is continuing to do well. What a fantastic video! A very handsome group indeed

Posted by: moon_beam Jun 20 2013, 03:17 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot, you, and all his housemates are doing. As Tracy has so appropriately shared with you - - they are handsome group, indeed. So glad to know that Lancelot is still doing well with his check ups. This is very good news.

I hope today is treating your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: moon_beam Jul 15 2013, 02:40 PM

Hi, Kel, stopping by to say hello and letting you know that you and your precious Lancelot are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope all is continuing to go well for him with his follow ups with his oncologist and regular veterinary care provider - - and that he continues to be in complete remission. I hope life is treating you, your precious Lancelot, and all your family kindly, Kel.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Jul 29 2013, 07:18 PM

Moon_beam, thank you so much for continuing to think of us. Things are going incredibly well with Lancelot - so well I'm almost afraid to post about it, lest I jinx us!

Today was the start of week 38 of Lancelot's chemo. Last week, he received adriamycin, and this week and the next are weeks off. He remains in full remission, and his weight is even up a little bit more - 13.93 lbs! His blood counts and chemistry remains normal. He is so very active and playful, and he continues to eat adequately. He's a ferocious moth hunter.

I am so immensely grateful to have Lancelot with us nine months after his diagnosis of large cell lymphoma. He is continuing to handle chemo very well, with minimal side effects. We're enjoying every moment with him, especially when he comes to bed with us every night.

Thanks again for thinking of us - I'm sorry I haven't updated much! I hope you're well, Moon_beam, and I appreciate your kindness so, so much.

Posted by: moon_beam Jul 30 2013, 09:01 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you sooooo very much for sharing your WONDERFUL NEWS as to how your precious Lancelot and you are doing. My heart is SOARING with yours in this blessing of Lancelot's remission. I know you and your husband are cherishing every moment with him, and I do so know the gratitude and thankfulness that fills your heart every day having him with you.

I hope todayand every day, is treating your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Jul 30 2013, 08:27 PM

Kel, how wonderful that Lance is doing so well! I am so happy for you! Lance is such a brave kitty boy and he has the best mom in the whole world!

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Aug 18 2013, 08:34 PM

Lancelot is continue to do very well with his chemo. Tomorrow will be the start of week 41. He had his week 40 treatment last Monday, and he remains in full remission. His weight is stable, and his blood counts are good! He's doing well enough that I even got brave enough to go away for the weekend, leaving my husband with him and the other kitties. I visited my mother & brothers, and went to a high school reunion - I was so nervous, since the last time I visited my family, Pippin was ill and died shortly thereafter. Bad memories!

I'm home now, and Lancelot seems to be doing very well. He was happy to have the treats I found for the kitties at a winery near my mom's house in NY - as were the other kitties! Lancelot is now hunting moths, and letting me get in snuggles every once in a while.

Thank you, thank you, thank you for your good thoughts for my Lancelot.

Posted by: moon_beam Aug 19 2013, 03:58 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very, very much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot and you are doing. When I saw that you had posted I must confess I was a bit apprehensive as your thread was opening. I am EVER SO HAPPY to share your WONDERFUL NEWS as to how your precious Lancelot is doing.

Yes, I can very well imagine your apprehension about traveling with it bringing back very painful memories of what happened with your beloved Pippin. This is very normal, my friend - - and I am soooo very glad that THIS TIME your precious Lancelot is well and thriving.

I hope today and every day, is treating your precious Lancelot, you and your husband, and all your precious companions kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Aug 19 2013, 09:25 PM

Kel, it is wonderful to hear that Lancelot is doing so well. I know you must be so happy for your precious kitty boy. It is so nice that he is enjoying life to the full. I can understand how nervous you were about leaving for your family visit, but I am so glad that you enjoyed it and that Lance was fine during the time you were away. I'm glad your fears were not realized. I can well understand how nervous you were about leaving. I get so nervous every time I have to take my girls to the vet, always expecting the worst. I think we just get "spooked" that way.

Enjoy every moment you have with Lance, it is a gift. Put away those fears and worries and just live in the moment with him. A good life is a well lived life. Don't let worries and fears steal away those precious, wonderful moments with your sweet kitty boy. Enjoy those snuggles with him and watching him hunt moths. This is something that you will always treasure!

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Sep 9 2013, 06:44 PM

Hi, everyone. Just another Lancelot update. He had his week 44 oncology appointment today, and the vet is happy with his exam. His weight is down a little bit, so we're watching that closely and I'm trying not to run too far too fast with my worries. He's eating like a champ, still, and extremely playful. We had to start him on lysine supplementation since his herpes is flaring, but he's well otherwise.

Posted by: moon_beam Sep 10 2013, 09:57 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you soooooo much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot and you are doing. It sounds like he is pretty much holding his own. Because his immune system is compromised a "flare" with another chronic health challenge can happen. The good news is that you and his medical care providers are "on top" of things which will help to keep him comfortable and happy and healthy. The fact that he still has a good appetite and has playful energy is a testimony to your diligent care. Still, I know so well from first hand experience with my companions that ANY fluctuation in your precious Lancelot's "status quo" rings "alarm bells" in the heart and mind. Just keep doing what you're doing, my friend - - which is the very best you can for your precious Lancelot.

I hope today and every day, is treating your precious Lancelot, you and your husband, and all your precious companions kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Sep 15 2013, 10:29 AM

Hi Kel, I've been watching this topic, but for some reason I've missed your latest post. It's good to hear that Lancelot is doing well and eating so good. I'm sorry to hear about his Herpes flareup. Mindy brought in this virus from the shelter, but I quickly got it under control with the Lysine treats. They work great! Hopefully Lance's weight loss is just a tiny bit, but I know that even a tiny bit can cause concern, especially since he's been eating so good. Let's hope that his next appointment also goes well. Please give your sweet kitty boy a little cuddle from me!

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Oct 10 2013, 08:20 PM

Just a quick update, as I've been at a leadership seminar for the past two days, and that's tiring for an introvert! Lancelot had his week 48 appointment on Monday, and it went very well. He has not lost any more weight and his exam is normal, as are his labs. He remains in remission. He got a new drug Monday that left him a little tired on Tuesday, but he was back to himself by mid-day on Wednesday. He only has two more treatments in his protocol! The next one is October 28, and the last one is November 25. I can't believe we've made it this far... I never thought we'd make it past the first week.

Again, thank you to everyone for your support and kind thoughts for Sir Lancelot. It means the world.

Posted by: DannysMom Oct 10 2013, 09:36 PM

Kel, I sympathize with you about the seminar as I'm an introvert myself, but this is great that they think so much of you to send you to this seminar. It's wonderful news about Lancelot, thanks for updating us! I'm glad he bounced back so quickly from adjusting to the new drug. I am so happy for you that your sweet kitty boy is doing so well and remains in remission. I'm sure it also has to do with him being loved so much and having a wonderful 'mom' (you) and good kitty friends.

Posted by: moon_beam Oct 11 2013, 10:46 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot and you are doing. I know your heart is soaring with the EXCELLENT news that your precious boy continues to enjoy remission and that his lab results and weight are normal. My heart is soaring with you, my friend. The good news is that the treatments will be done by the holidays - - YEA!!! What a well deserved celebration this will be!!!

Thank you again so much for sharing your wonderful news with us, Kel. I hope today and every day, is treating your precious Lancelot, you and your husband, and all your precious companions kindly, my friend. Please know each of you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to knowing how your precious Lancelot and you are doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Oct 28 2013, 09:22 PM

Hi Kel, how did Lancelot's treatment go today? I hope he is well. I had it marked on my calendar and was thinking of you.

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Oct 29 2013, 07:30 PM

DannysMom, thank you for thinking of us! The oncologist had to reschedule Lancelot's appointment to tomorrow. Which makes me extra anxious, as October 31 is the day things go wrong for kitties in our house, and October 30 is close to that... I'll pop in and update folks tomorrow after his appt.

Posted by: moon_beam Oct 30 2013, 10:19 AM

Hi, Kel, keeping your precious Lancelot and you in my thoughts and prayers that his check up and treatment today will go smoothly. I soooo understand how you feel about this time of year and the history accumulated over time with your companions, and the apprehension it brings. Please let us know how things go, my friend.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Oct 30 2013, 03:46 PM

Danny's Mom & moon_beam - again, thank you for your thoughts of us today. Lancelot's week 51 appointment went wonderfully. It wasn't with our usual oncologist, which was disappointing (but expected), but it was fine nonetheless. His weight was down a tiny bit from last time, but since we've been weighing him at home, we knew it dropped the week after he got a new med (mitoxatrone). It's been stable since that week. So, his bloodwork was fine, his exam was fine and he was as feisty as ever - he made fast friends with the oncologist he hadn't met before. (And by made friends, I'm pretty sure I mean 'tried to murder.' Oh, Lance.)

We're home with Lance now, and he's currently begging for lunch. Just hoping to make it through tomorrow without any disasters, really. (And it's my husband's birthday, on top of it!)

Next appointment is November 25, which might be his last appointment if his ultrasound is ok. Let's hope...

Posted by: moon_beam Oct 31 2013, 11:50 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you ever so much for sharing with us your WONDERFUL NEWS about how your precious Lancelot, and you, are doing. I am so chuckling about your description of your precious boy making "fast friends with the oncologist he hadn't met before. (And by made friends, I'm pretty sure I mean 'tried to murder.' Oh, Lance.)" - - This reminds me so much of my beloved number one kitty son Eli!!! Please know your precious Lancelot, and you and your husband, continue in my thoughts and prayers that his next check up will bring each of you a very Happy Thanksgiving.

I hope today is treating your precious Lancelot, you, your husband, and all of your companions and family kindly, Kel - - that today will be one entirely of CELEBRATION in your home. Please know your precious boy, and you and your husband, are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how each of you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: DannysMom Nov 9 2013, 01:52 PM

Kel, I was just thinking of you and Lance, and I hope his Nov 25 appointment goes well and that his ultrasound will come out just fine. I can imagine that you are nervous about that. I hope Lance is doing well and thoroughly enjoying his life and playing with the rest of his fur tribe.

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 23 2013, 04:10 PM

Hi, Kel, sending you, your precious Lancelot, your husband, and all your family greetings. I know Monday is going to be a BIG day for your precious Lancelot. Please know your precious boy and you and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers that all will go well, and that you will have another reason to enjoy a Happy Thanksgiving - - that your precious Lancelot will only need bi-annual or yearly check ups. Please let us know how things go.

I hope today is treating your precious Lancelot, you, your husband, and all of your companions and family kindly, Kel. Please know your precious boy, and you and your husband, are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to knowing how each of you are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Nov 25 2013, 12:14 PM

Great news today! Moon_beam and Danny's mom, thank you for all of your good thoughts and prayers. Lancelot had his ultrasound today and it was completely normal! We are BEYOND thrilled here!

So, his ultrasound is normal, his weight is stable at 13.3 lbs, after dropping to a low of 13 on our home scale, his chemistries are good and his blood counts are also good. So, Lancelot remains in remission at the end of his chemo protocol. His oncologist, my husband and I all discussed the plan at length. We're going to follow up at 6 week intervals, with the next appointment being January 6. We don't know if we're doing chemo then; I think we're going to play it by ear. We're wondering if his slight weight loss might be because some cats on chronic chemo lose weight, so if all is well I'm inclined to stop chemo and continue with 6 week follow-ups. I would much rather take him every 6 weeks with no chemo and have a chance of catching something early. With his FeLV (in the bone marrow only), I also like the idea of watching his blood count closely.

We've got a lot to be thankful for, this year. It's hard for me to believe Lance is still with us, after we lost Pippin so quickly to something that SHOULD have been treatable, and Lance's diagnosis was theoretically a death sentence. Just goes to show that you never know.

One thing that's helped me through all this, though - I like to think Pippin's been by our side, and Lance's in particular, holding his paw this whole time.

Also, I've created Lancelot's own facebook page if anyone wants to follow his antics more closely. It can be found at https://www.facebook.com/LancelotTheCat.

Thank you, again, so so much for all of your kind thoughts. This Thanksgiving, I'm thankful for good friends both near and far who've helped us through this.

Posted by: DannysMom Nov 25 2013, 08:54 PM

Kel, this is really GREAT news! I know you must be so relieved and so happy! Lancelot has come such a long way, and what a brave kitty boy he has been through all of this. I LOVE his facebook page. Thanks for sharing that. I especially like that picture of him sitting in the window and there's snow outside. We hardly ever get snow here. Lance sure is a handsome kitty boy. You probably hugged him extra tight today after the good news.

Posted by: Tom's Dad Nov 26 2013, 08:50 AM

Hello Kel.

Been a while since I posted here, but wanted to express my joy about Lancelot's continued success in his health issues. I do under stand the "could of, should of" you are feeling in relation to him and your precious Pippin. I feel similar about catching Tang's diabetes early where I was not so fortunate with Sir Thomas. I also have gone to the FB page and gave it a "like" so I can follow Lancelot's antics

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 26 2013, 03:41 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so so so very much for sharing your wonderful news with us that your precious Lancelot continues to do so well. I agree with you about the more frequent check ups without the chemo. I know your heart is soaring with your precious Lancelot's remission, and I firmly believe that your beloved Pippin has been, and will continue to, watch over your precious Lancelot.

I think my favorite picture of your precious Lancelot is him stretched out on the sofa belly up - - a true testimony that he is in his domain feeling safe and loved.

I know this Thanksgiving will be a happy one for you, your husband, your precious Lancelot and all your family blessed with your beloved Pippin's sweet Living Spirit. Please know you, your precious Lancelot, and all your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I will continue to look forward to sharing your news as to how your precious Lancelot, and you, are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: moon_beam Jan 12 2014, 12:39 PM

Hi, Kel, stopping by to say hello and to inquire how your precious Lancelot's appointment went this past Monday, 1/6. I know you are having a lot to deal with right now, but I just wanted to stop by and let you know I'm thinking of you and your precious Lancelot.

I hope today is treating you, your precious Lancelot, your husband, and all your family kindly, Kel. Please know you, your precious Lancelot, and all your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to sharing your news as to how your precious Lancelot, and you, are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Mar 14 2014, 10:49 PM

Moon_beam, I can't believe it's taken me so long to reply to this - I must have missed it somehow. I'm so sorry! Lancelot continues to do wonderfully. His last appointment was fine, his next is 3/24. We're doing every 6 week follow ups right now, no chemo. He is happy, playful and enjoying wrestling with our new family member. We miss Strider so much, but having our new buddy Loki has been fun.

Posted by: DannysMom Mar 15 2014, 11:58 AM

So glad your sweet, blue-eyed boy is doing so well! Hope he's got a lot of years left. I always chuckle when you talk about how feisty he gets at the vet. He just looks so sweet and innocent, like he couldn't hurt a fly.

Posted by: moon_beam Mar 15 2014, 12:17 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very much for sharing with us how your precious Lancelot is doing. Hey - - life gets busy - - just so very, very glad to know your precious Lancelot is continuing to not only do well - - but he is thriving. I will look forward to knowing how his check up goes on 3/24 - - whenever you are able to share this news with us.

As always, my friend, I hope today, and every day, is treating you, your precious Lancelot, your husband, and all your family kindly, Kel. Please know you, your precious Lancelot, and all your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to sharing your news as to how your precious Lancelot, and you, are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Tom's Dad Mar 15 2014, 06:05 PM

Hi Kel.

Glad to hear Sir Lancelot continues to do well I also wish you many years to come together. Thanks for sharing. TTFN

TTT

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Jun 16 2014, 05:35 PM

I'm just checking in quickly to let folks know that Lancelot continues to do well. He remains in remission, and we could not be happier. There is some other kitty drama happening in our life, of course, but all is generally well.

Sending love to everyone here - I'm sorry to continue to be so absent.

Posted by: moon_beam Jun 17 2014, 10:33 AM

Hi, Kel, thank you so much for sharing with us your excellent news that your precious Lancelot is continuing do well in remission. I have been wondering how things are going with him. I presume he continues to have periodic follow up check ups with his oncologist. Is it still every 6 weeks or are they spaced out further now?

While I am ever so happy to know that your precious Lancelot is doing well, I am sorry there is another furchild in your family who is having challenges. Perhaps sometime you may feel up to sharing with us what is happening.

As always, my friend, I hope today, and every day, is treating you, your precious Lancelot, your husband, and all your family kindly, Kel. Please know you, your precious Lancelot, and all your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I look forward to sharing your news as to how your precious Lancelot, you, and all your precious companions are doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Pippin's Mom Kel Nov 13 2014, 06:45 PM

Hello, everyone! I just wanted to update you with how things are with Lancelot and our other kitties!

Firstly, Sir Lancelot. He is doing amazingly. Lance is still in remission, and November 6 was the two-year anniversary of his diagnosis. I still can't get over how well he is. He has been off of chemo for a year now, and we continue with 6-8 week follow ups. We had some bumps in the road this summer with a nasal issue that we thought might be lymphoma rearing its ugly head, but it turns out that he had a cryptococcus infection! The wonderful internal medicine vet who originally diagnosed his lymphoma on a hunch saw him and did a head CT & nasal biopsy to figure it out, after we struggled with sniffles for a month, trying to treat with antibiotics, lysine and finally an anti-viral. Turns it it was a fungus. He is on fluconazole for that, and he is tolerating it quite well after the first month where he had some poor appetite from it. The fluconazole will be a long-term treatment. His crypto titers are dropping (which is good) but not completely clear. We will see her in mid-January for a follow up. His next oncology follow up is December 2!

We have adopted a new family member. My mom sold her house and couldn't bring her indoor-outdoor cat, Stewie, with her to her new apartment. He was living completely outside this summer, so I brought him home with me. This means our herd is up to 6. (Eep.) Integrating him has been a challenge, as we also did some renovations on the house in October. They've been done for two weeks now and we're working on some strategies to continue integrating the cats. We are starting Stewie on fluoxetine (like we did for Lance, when he was having trouble adjusting and feeling scared and anxious), so hopefully that will help.

Loki is quite the character. He's started sleeping with us at night. His heart was a little worse at his ultrasound in August, so we have another one December 20 to see how it's progressing. He's only 2.5, so I am truly hoping it stabilizes. I refuse to worry about it now, though - doesn't change a thing.

Earl Grey is doing very well. No issues to speak of!

Karma is well. His limp is sometimes a bit more pronounced, but he is very functional. He saw a surgeon last spring, who said it isn't worth operating when he's this functional. He also had a follow up heart ultrasound in August. No changes, follow up in a year! His 6 month exam at the primary vet was yesterday, and minus an ear infection, all is well. Ear drops for Karma, and a plan to try to get him to lose some weight before he has some dental work are in the works.

Miss Willow is wonderful. Her knee ended up healing on its own, after we met with a fantastic surgeon who does actually operate on cat knees (many don't). She also got a heart and kidney ultrasound - heart was because someone thought they heard a murmur, but her ultrasound was normal. Kidneys were checked because her creatinine is a little elevated, but those are also normal, and her urine culture was negative. So for now, we feed a renal diet and watch her closely. She is extremely playful and happy right now.

So.. all is mostly well here. Just trying to get everyone integrated, and we're not quite there yet. I have some 'catification' to do - putting up some shelves to increase vertical space in our house, and I've started putting out bird feeders, which seem to keep them occupied nicely during the day. It's a start!

Hope everyone is hanging in there, here.

Posted by: moon_beam Nov 14 2014, 02:41 PM

Hi, Kel, thank you so very, very much for sharing with us how you and your precious fur tribe are doing. So very thrilled that your precious Lancelot is doing well. I know how much this means to you - - you are now feeling like you can actually breathe again. And am also so very glad all your precious companions are doing well - - which is a tribute to your attentive, devoted loving care. Congratulations on your newest family member Stewie. I'm sure your mom is thankful that you took him into your heart and home. Eventually everyone will adjust to him being there - - it's a matter of the "circle" defining the right heirachy.

As always, I hope today is treating you, your precious companions, and all your family kindly, Kel, and that the upcoming holidays will be filled with much celebration. Please know you and all your companions are in my thoughts and prayers, and please let us know how things are going for them whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Posted by: Tom's Dad Nov 29 2014, 05:31 PM

Hello Kel.

Like moon_beam, I also wanted to stop by and say how glad I am to hear that Lancelot continues to do well. I know it's been a difficult journey. I still follow his adventures on Facebook. We'll keep you all in our thoughts and prayers. TTFN

TTT