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John B
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Spring City, Pennsylvania.
Born July-7-1958
I enjoy art, music, and reading. I love animals.
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John B

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26 Jan 2008
Wow, I can't believe it's almost a years since my sadie passed and I found this site. That date is less than a week away and I'm feeling sad. The other night I cried a little out of nowhere. It's so lonely without my Sadie.

To all of you who are mourning over the loss of your beautiful babies, just know that you will never forget them. It gets better, in that you can function and think in a normal way again, but you will always miss your precious baby...as well it should be. As I said from the beginning, our tears are a tribute to them and I don't consider one teardrop that dropped.

I miss my Sadie more than I can even express, but I know I will see her again. Here is one of my favorite pics of her.

1 Nov 2007
Today is the 9 month anniversary of my baby's death. I know she is in a good place but I still miss her so much. I still tell her every day how much I love her. I still say hi to her when I walk into the house. I'm not sure if she hears me, but I feel compelled to do it anyway...somehow deep down I think she does.

I got rid of a couple pieces of furniture that were way past their prime this week. It was kind of hard getting rid of these things that were covered with her hair. She loved to lay on the recliner, and when I was sitting on it she would sit on the arm of the chair and stare at me. That is what she is doing on my avatar. She was very intense when she looked at you. She was quite a compet*itor when it came to the staring contest. smile.gif

I feel a little sad that she won't be able to lay on the new furniture that I got. I guess for right now all I have is her memories. What I wouldn't do to hold her and kiss her cheek one more time. She loved that.

Before I got Sadie I didn't care for cats...now I don't know how I could have ever thought that. I am now an official cat person. smile.gif
7 Aug 2007
It occurred to me last week that I have been without Sadie for 6 months. I really can't believe it has been that long...and yet on other days it seems like forever.

I don't have anything profound to say except that I still miss her dearly every day. I still talk to her. I still wish that I could hold her just one more time and kiss her cheek and tell her how much I love her.

I used to tell her that I loved her more than anything in the world. I meant it and I still do...except she is not in this world anymore, she is in the next world.

For those who have just lost your precious baby I just want you to know that I'm sure I know how you are feeling. It is so hard. There are no words to describe the pain and void that you are experiencing...and it may take awhile to get through that...just take you time. I also want you to know that it does get much better. You will never stop missing your baby, but I believe with all of my heart that you will climb completely out of the dark hole you are in right now. Yes, you will even smile and laugh again. Hard to imagine I know...but would your baby want anything less for you?

As I said it has been 6 months for me and I'm feeling worlds better, but I'm still not ready to get another kitty, but I do admit that the urge gets stronger and stronger every time I see kittens in a window. wink.gif

Take care
John B
20 Jun 2007
Every time I hear about somebody dying or am watching a show on TV where somebody dies I well up with tears because I think about Sadie and how she isn't with me anymore. On the one hand it has made me much more empathetic toward the losses of others, but on the other hand it keeps opening up the wound.

John B
15 Jun 2007
I finally got around to getting a roll of film developed that has been sitting in my apartment for probably over ten years. I didn't think it would be good since it has withstood some temp changes and sat in my car for the last two weeks.

Anyway, I took it to a CVS pharmacy to have it developed wednesday and picked it up today, friday, and there are many pictures of Sadie on there that I forgot all about. The quality is not real good but I can see my baby and it made me cry a little. It also made me laugh because she was at her prime then at 4 or 5 years old...and still full of a substantial amount of piss and vinegar.

In one of the pictures I took her to see my friend who lives right below me, and she apparantly got into my friends unmade bed and made herself right at home. She is half in and out of the rumpled covers. I remember my friend saying she looked like Elizabeth Taylor. biggrin.gif

She was so funny sometimes.
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