Its not fair, its just not fair. I never wanted to have to come back here again, but here i am again, but this time, he is not gone yet. If you read my last post about my buddy havok, then you already know who i am. If you remember, i talked briefly of my cats jade and davey (for some reason spellcheck put "facet" instead of jade) and davey is now going down the exact same path as havok. I would post his picture, but im on my ipod. The poor thing, i noticed yesterday he had the same sort of smell, i was hopeful, thinking it would pass, nope. I come home today around 8:00pm and he has the same drool and smell. I cant believe it, im so P.Oed right now. This has to be intentionall, or there is antifreeze lying around somewhere. It hasnt even been a full week since havoks death. Now, if we find out who it is, we are pressing charges, and i really dont care if they go bankrupt, they will be paying out the rear for this. But no amount of money can bring my buddys back. I will be there this time, their us no doubt in my mind that he will have to be euthanized. I will be there this time. We found davey and jade at a vets. Twin black cats, how cute and irresistible. Mom suprised us when she brought them home. But they are hardly two years old, if even that. But i feel bad for jade the most, she is about to lose her twin brother. I dont think they were ever super close, so she will survive, but still, shes coming back inside the house. I had abother one of those senses the night before. So last night, i took my sisters new camera and filled it with puctures of davey and jade. I will post the best three, it was very difficult getting davey and jade together for a picture, but i did it. My words cannot express my anger and sadness. I really wish we had never put them outside, but then again, we all want to turn back time to fix our mistakes.

Im very sorry about my anger in this post. All i want to do is kick scream and cry myself to sleep, but i have too much work for sleep. Im just so mad and sad, what cruel cold hearyed person could kill a sweet innocent cat? At least my best bud havok will have a playmate where ever he is. Jade will play with my dog, cujo (he's a little mini schnauzer) i just want a pet of mine to have died naturally. My first cat ran away (seriously) my second (a lizard) broke its back. I do still have a lizard ive had for 9 years, but we just cant interact like a dog or cat. I will forever miss my cats davey and havok. In fact, im going to go love on davey now, the smell is bad, but i will stick with him till the end.

Dear jado777 there is no need to apologise, you need to get the anger & hurt out in a constructive & positive way & this is what you were doing.
I am just so sorry that you are having to go thru this again so soon. I did read your other post & I may hve said something I'm not sure. I think pressing charges would be the right thing to do if you can find out the person or ppl responsible & manage to keep on the right side of the law when you do. It will be hard, you do not want to lower yourself to the standards of such ppl.
I'm glad you will be there when it's time. I will pray for you during this awful time. Loosing our loved ones in such a way will never make sense....please don't let the anger eat you up inside.....you need to be able to track down the low life that hve done this to your fur friends.
Nothing I can say will really help, try & take a bit of comfort from the fact that all of us here care that you are suffering too.
{{{HUGS}}}
elaine

I am so sorry. Nobody should have to lose their pets, but to lose two so close together is doubley tragic. My heart is breaking for you.

I don't know what kind of sick and twisted person would do such a thing. Maybe it's an accident? Maybe the cats got into a carcass meant for coyotes or something? It takes such a small amount to kill a cat. I know of a tame mountain lion that died after playing with an "empty" anti-freeze bottle. Animals seek it out because it tastes good. All it would take is for a vehicle to have a radiator or water pump leak.

I hope you do find how this happened. If this was done intentionally and maliciously I hope you can prosecute. And if it's an accident, I hope at least you can make the responsible people aware of how dangerous anti-freeze is to animals.

I am so sorry you're back on the forum as well for such a horrible reason. My heart really goes out to you. Your story is heartbreaking and sickening. I hope you find the source of the antifreeze even if you're unable to determine if it is on purpose. Your babies don't deserve to go like this and I am so very sorry.

I wish to speak of the anger you portrayed in your post. It is quite appropriate that you feel anger in that intensity. If they were my babies my thoughts would be far more sinister and are completely inappropriate for mention in this forum. Having said that....write it all down here. I have been here before...twice....and I have found that a thought that is expressed on paper (or in a forum) is having that thought released. When you came back and said you were sorry for your anger (which you have no need to be) did you not post that because after you wrote it you felt that you had in fact "done or are doing" something to avenge your babies?