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11 Oct 2005
It's been 1 month today since Cobbles has been gone. I miss him so much today. I have a huge Cobbles' sized hole in my heart that makes it very difficult. I am getting married this Saturday and it is very difficult to be overly excited about it since i miss my little boy so much. I don't understand why God had to take him so young. Cobbles was barely 2 years old.

I live in fear everyday when i go check on his friend Pebbles. I fear that i will find her the same way as i found Cobbles. ( I found Cobbles already dead, no goodbyes, no I love you more than anything in the world, NOTHING. ) I can't get that picture out of my head when i found him lying there with his eyes half open and cold and stiff...and me Screaming "COBBLES, COBBBLES, COBBLES"... I keep reliving this horrible vision in my head. I am scared to go on my honeymoon for a whole week away from Pebbles that something will happen to her. I have a GREAT petsitter, but i still am very afraid. I am almost to the point of thinking about canceling our honeymoon which i think my fiance wouldn't approve of. He has been looking forward to going to Florida and I was looking forward to swimming with dolphins for 5 months now. I am just so upset about Cobbles.

Then today i went to Petco.com and was looking for stuff for Pebbles. On the page for rabbit stuff there was a picture of a rabbit that looked VERY similar to Cobbles. I broke down for a couple hours about this.

Cobbles, mommy missed you SO much. I hope you are ok at the Rainbow bridge. Until we meet again, just remember how much you momma loved you. I miss you little boy. I don't understand why you were taken so young. sad.gif

15 Sep 2005
We lost our 2 year old rabbit, Cobbles the bunny rabbit on Sunday 9/11/2005. My fiancé, Brian, went downstairs to work out and found Cobbles already dead. I don’t understand it and it doesn’t make sense. I checked on both rabbits the night before and both were hoping around and eating. And then on Sunday morning Cobbles was gone. I don’t get it. I am REALLY upset about it. He was my kissy boy, he loved to be cuddled, and loved giving kisses. He was so sweet and lovable. It is hard because I really miss Cobbles. It’s hard since he was only 2 years old. He died alone, do you know how bad that makes me feel? I didn’t even get to say goodbye and tell him how much I loved him. Why did this have to happen? Cobbles was too young, he barely had time to enjoy life. I just want one more day with Cobbles. I keep blaming myself for doing something wrong. Brian and I buried Cobbles in his blanket. It was REALLY hard; I have never had to bury one of my own pets before. Then I had to clean out his cage which was also really hard to do. I think Pebbles, my other rabbit, is really upset that her friend is gone too….Pebbles isn’t as interested in treats, she doesn’t give me kisses; she just wants to lie in my lap. That is so not like Pebbles…

On top of it I am getting married on October 15, 2005. So on Saturday my sister is throwing me a bridal shower, and I am not really looking forward to it. How can I have any fun when I feel like everything has a dark cloud over it? I was Cobbles back…. Just one day to feel his velvety soft fur again, and tell him that I love him. I just want to hold him again! This is the hardest thing that I have had to go through.
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