My Beautiful Luna

I am so upset. I feel so guilty and upset. My Rodgehan Ridgeback/Rottweiler cross was beautiful. She was so loving and playful and the most amazing dog. She has never been ill. We have been so lucky.

Last Feb she got a Uniary tract infection and we cleared it with anti biotics.

In January I was sure i saw a bit of blood in the wee. But then never saw it again and the wee did not smell. So I left it.

However, last week she started with a limp so made an appointment for Monday (today) to get her checked as her wee was smelling and she was weeing inside. Like last time. However, Sunday 9am, she could not walk and she collapsed in the mud in the garden. She just lay there all day in front of fire. We rang vets and they couldnt send anyone out as she didnt sound in pain. So my partner and me looked after her.

I decided to sleep downstairs to keep her company last night. My partner got cuddles of her and then went to bed. As he went up stairs she cuddled up to my chest in my make shift bed but watched him go up.

I then had cuddles and turned TV off to sleep.

1 hour later I woke up and she was lifeless. I started to shout her and shake her not hard , I saw movement her legs went up then down.

Im now guilty i didnt get her seen too and also I caused her to shock when I woke up, though m,y partner said she was cold and waited for us to go to sleep to pass away.

Im so upset and miss her so much.

My tribute: https://www.kizoa.com/Movie-Maker/d17197030...o1/luna-tribute

Thanks
Peter