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I am here because I'm grieving the loss of Vinnie, my soul mate in cat form. He was my best friend, my angel, and my confidant. He was suffering from stomach cancer and deteriorated rapidly. I held him in my arms as he passed on 1-16-2010. RIP my baby.
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7 Feb 2010
This cat was so much more than "just a cat" to me. He was my soul mate in feline form--my best friend and my family. He was my heart, and knew my soul better than anyone. I swear, he could see ME and loved me anyway. When there was nobody else who seemed to think me worth their time, he was there with eager gold eyes and a loud, comforting purr. My buddy, my black and white tuxedo-wearing gentleman cat. I am so grateful for the years we had together, but I want more. I've begged the skies to get just one more measly hour with a healthy Vinnie, but of course, that yields nothing but more tears. It seems impossible that he's gone and I see him out of the corner of my eye at least twenty times a day. I have to endure every morning's realization that he's gone, and it hurts all over again when it comes. I broke down tonight while reading my daughter her bedtime story, remembering the times she read to Vinnie, who adored her. I broke down at Whole Foods when a sad song came on, and fell apart upon finding an old photo of him as a kitten. It's been three weeks since he died in my arms at the vet's office (stomach cancer) and it feels like it's been eons since I held him. I have his ashes back, but they are put away for now. I can't bear to have them out yet. I'm in absolute agony, even though I thought I was doing so much better. I thought I was handling this a lot better than I ever expected. Every single corner of my house sparks a memory of Vinnie in that exact spot and that memory reduces me to tears. My other cats seem confused and are fighting more than ever before. The whole house seems to sag with the weight of sadness--a collective mourning and breaking of hearts.

I cannot believe that a bond as strong as the one we had could ever be broken. I have to believe that I'll be with him again one day.
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