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> I Still Love You, Trevor!, separated from a most special doggie
Bobbie
post Jul 23 2012, 09:43 AM
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My Dearest, Darling Trevor,

Well, here we are at a new crossroad in our Grief Journey and Life Journey. I was on this section, briefly, soon after we had to part, but then went back to the Death and Dying section, where I felt more comfortable at the time and met some exceptional animals and their people! I guess you could say that we are "movin' on up" to this new section to continue our love notes and messages. Make yourself comfortable, my hunky bunky!

Yesterday's ceremony was so special. I will stop by today and see how thngs look. Might even stop in and say hello to Andrew!

Trevor, my love for you continues to grow, each and every day. My gratitude to you will never cease. I still have so many questions about your life before us, but I'm not going to obsess about any of that. I think I'm going to take some time to remember and at the same time, look forward with you!

Please have a wonderful day with ALL of you buddies and friends! I'll write more tonight.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! wub.gif
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My Doxie and Me
post Jul 23 2012, 09:03 PM
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Letters from my Heart

To a Friend that sets me free...
To a Friend that sits and waits for Breath i need...
To a Friend that Grace the light i Take...
To a Friend that Holds me when my Heart Breaks...
To a Friend that has all my Tears...
To a Friend that whispers gently through the years
To a Friend I Hear you...I Hear...I the Mornings that shine into are Hearts is where i live with each Breath Brings life as you hold me once again
Can you Hear Me as you fill my water dish and place it on the ground...I kiss your hand to let you know i;am still here i walk in your shadow
as if it where my own Special game that connects us for we are the same as i lay my head in your hands to easy your pain...
I Hear my name throughout the night as tears fall as i weep by your side...

I Hear your whispers of me and i wish for your Touch i look to find you holding my own Special brush close to your heart as i sit with Angels that Whisper in my Ears
As i have little Time To speak so I Hear your every word that fills me with life as each Tear that falls touches my Heart for i have given you all i have
and you have given me A life that i hold in a special place that we both share...


The Beauty of your Heart reflects in your own Tears as you sit and winds start to sweep across your feet thats my playful side oh how i like to play
How i like to run around you in circles and look up to see your Beautiful smile as you look into my eyes i fade into your Heart so we will never be apart...
The special gift you have given me travels far Beyond the words i speak for i watch you in my own silent ways as i never leave your side...
When you put my water dish on the ground i shall ever kiss your Heart with Mine.



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Gretta's Mom
post Jul 24 2012, 11:59 AM
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Hi Mr Trevor

Good to see you over here. Have you rested up from your party? You are the love bug of my heart. Always and forever.

Aunt jeanne
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Bobbie
post Jul 24 2012, 11:11 PM
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TREVOR!

I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER.

YOU ARE MY HERO, MY LIFE AND MY STRENGTH.

HELP ME LEARN TO live AS YOU FINALLY DID!


I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! wub.gif
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Gretta's Mom
post Jul 25 2012, 06:42 AM
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Trevor

I'm seconding your mom's thought. We need to learn that from you - the master.

Aunt Jeanne
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Bobbie
post Jul 25 2012, 10:04 AM
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Good Morning, Trevor!

Today is going to be a better day! It was nice out this morning, I am taking more control of my illness and I love you more than ever!!!!!!!

THANK YOU for the beautiful Monarch butterfly you sent this morning! It appeared and then just floated by and was gone. But THIS time I got the message loud and clear. Did you hear me say "Hi Trevor!"? You know, probably every one of your brothers have sent me messages and I was way too dense to figure it out. I can just hear them now: "Mom, will you ever get the message???????"

You are the bravest Cocker Spaniel that ever lived on this earth and don't you forget it! I owe what I can do now to YOU and only YOU!!

Have a GREAT day, my sweet boy, and say hello to all your friends and relatives for me.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! wub.gif
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post Jul 25 2012, 06:14 PM
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Oh Sweet Trevor,

Thank you so much for sending your mommy that beautiful Monarch butterfly, your message of love and comfort. I read something today about butterflies representing angels, souls, and most importantly rebirth/new life. Monarch butterflies are very special, just like you, your mommy, and your Aunt Jeanne.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR, wub.gif wub.gif wub.gif

Auntie LoveMyMickey


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Gretta's Mom
post Jul 26 2012, 06:40 AM
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Good morning, Trevor-Forever

I'll never forget your darling picture taken on the steps. It's the most beautiful portrait of a doggie i ever saw. Thank you for comforting your mom - she needs you today and every day. I don't know how you did it (well, yes I do - your spirit is SO good and SO strong) but you are stamped on my heart .... forever.

Here's to a good day up there and down here.

XOXOXOXOXOX
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My Doxie and Me
post Jul 26 2012, 07:02 PM
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The eye's are the window to who we become after are friends light are path
So we can follow are foot steps only to kneel and Honor the fallen ones can you
See what i....<Look close>

Pure Love that holds are attention as are Innocence shines within us when friends pass we struggle for Breath we think...

How can we continue..
How can we follow without your lead
How can we as Hearts fall free
How can I...

Are friends bring the purest of light as they stand by are side in Love In Pain In Broken Dreams as i can no longer Breath...
It's Time for you to fix my Heart so i can see....

As the colours in my mind show me a sliver of time i try to make words..Let me Focus...Only these words are not mine;..

I felt so much love for...at that moment-like i used to when he would finally sleep and lay next to me as i try to Memorize
Every Feature of his face...
Every soft Hair on his head...
The Rythm of each Heart Beat...
The Touch of his paw in my Hand...


As i know i will never have the chance to experience this again and i Hurt for i did not take advantage of are time... I believe you just did;...

My special friend your words that touch my heart as you speak brings me closer to my jen as my path brightens for the words you weep
you see your true heart fills mine with hope as this hope leads me to my friend.. So i thank you my words where a sliver of light as your heart
shines so bright as my words weave your love for a friend where truly without effort.. If i have connected with others it is my friend
For i do not have this ability...



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Forgive me as you speak so beautifully can you hear Mr....Speak to...So i offer the same for Jack's Human as to you....


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post Jul 26 2012, 08:57 PM
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Dearest Trevor,

We have a (new) friend who is also gifted with the talent of manipulating words into exactly the right emotions and feelings! He captures our thoughts and weaves them into a love POEM! Now you have love letters and love poems - you lucky boy! Now I'd like you to go find those Doxies that the Poet talks about and introduce yourself, if you haven't already, and tell them that your mommy thinks their daddy is awesome and she is forever grateful! Thank you!

Today was not a good day and I will not bore you with the measely details. Suffice it to say mommy finally got the message that the Almighty has been trying to tell her. Sometimes I can be really hard-headed, although not as much as you Cocker Spaniels. All you guys ran into bumpers on parked cars right on your heads and didn't flinch at all! It sounded like you had broken you skull! But, nope. You were fine.

Now I hear a thunderstorm. Must mean that those angels are back into bowling again. I kind of like hearing the sound and remembering what my mom and dad used to tell me about the angels bowling. Thunder meant they'd hit a strike!!!!!!

Trevor, I am very tired tonight and am going back to bed. Have a peace-filled night and I will write lots more tomorrow!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! wub.gif
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post Jul 27 2012, 12:17 PM
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Hi, Bobbie, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing, and your beautiful love letter to your beloved Trevor. I'm smiling at the angels bowling. I think that is a better description than what I had been told - - they were moving furniture.

I hope you were able to get some rest yesterday and last night, and that today is a better one for you. Thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Bobbie, and of your precious Trevor. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of and beautiful love letters to your beloved Trevor.

Peace and blessings,
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The most blessed way I have of knowing God's comforting love and grace is to look into the eyes and heart of God's creatures' sweet angelic face.
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My Doxie and Me
post Jul 27 2012, 08:06 PM
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As Gods of time never walk upon this earth as only the
Purest of Hearts will carry them....


Word manipulation No for this fairy Tale would have a Happy ending i know so little as a picture is worth a thousand words as so
many speak in idle ground its hard to...As colours bring light as others speak as i write and i wish only for my friend when words...
I know nothing of your life and would not...The only thing i see..Let me put this into words spoken...

When you put a water dish on the ground is like giving life Compassion Love as water is life...As your Heart Kisses Mine Is a bond of understanding
True love in Health and sickness are friends only wish to teach us as we help them cross over as Sight becomes silent... So we can carry this over
to others to ease there pain...

Forgive me i have much to say as sometimes it may be out of turn....My new friend has suffered a great deal as i hold her in my arms you see
My friend has taught me she lets me know and i smile once more for hidden tears still fall as my friend still brings me smiles we have a special friend
that leads us down a path so one day we may travel once more....

As words come to life as i bring life to a friend ineed as smiles bring peace...Attached File  Looking_into_the_eyes_of_beauty.jpg ( 22.86K ) Number of downloads: 3

Your Doxie Friend no Heart is bigger in such a small package;...




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My heart breaks everytime i think of you....
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post Jul 27 2012, 09:32 PM
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Dearest Trevor,

I wish I could speak to you in the ways some others can, but, shucks, you are stuck with a Catholic school mommy. laugh.gif

I hope you had a good day today. I got some more medical information and it seems that the sooner I cn have some surgery, the better I will be. BUT, just like with you doggies and kitties, we have to make appointments and wait in the mean time. I have to remind myself to take advantage of the waiting time. I must do things like: think of YOU, love YOU, remember YOU, miss YOU, think of YOU, love YOU, love YOU, love YOU..............
I think that's my entire list.

Do you know that I cannot remember when or if I told the world about our beginning? I must have, but will go back one day and find out. We do have a story to tell, don't we?

Meantime, give my love to all of your friends, buds and relatives (yes, all of them), those nonremembered by others and thoes that suffered and crossed the bridge in the name of experimentation/science.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! wub.gif
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post Jul 28 2012, 06:59 AM
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Hi Trevor-Forever,

Time to keep a round-the-clock presence at the love-ray station and send down thos love-rays every moment of every day to your mommie, OK? Gretta, this means you, too, babyface.

Getta's mom
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post Jul 28 2012, 08:47 PM
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Dear Trevor,

How did a little golden Cocker Spaniel with so many, many problems manage to steal my heart immediately? Would you mind sharing the answer with her?


I LOVE YOU, TREVOR, forever and a day. I need to remind myself that if you could do it, so can I.



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post Jul 29 2012, 05:30 PM
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Trevor

It's because both of you are miracles!

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post Jul 29 2012, 06:21 PM
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Wishing you well in Health and life...

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As we sit at this park bench as a reflection of my love comes....

I may have writen in a daily log Forgive me i have been complacent after my friends passing.... I have a few more words for
my new friend then i will move on. As i speak it may have helped a few or even one that have lost breath intime of need is shared
by many, it's the ability to understand are friend while they are with us that helps are heart heal as we look into there eyes for...


I hope my words have reached someone ineed that in the great lose we search for answers as others share pain brings comfort
Bobbie As you have cared for a friend in sickness and you watch over him take care of him so Trevor could have a better life is Great Beauty....
As i see something in common Miss Gretta shows the same love and understanding as i write with great thought and in return
I have seen not one but 2 Angels...
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This photo has so many meaning the eye of the Beholder;)

So much more to say it's crossing that thin line as i may have already crossed Thankyou Bobbie in Learning your love for a friend
and how much you care for others... Helps me and the lose of my Jen as the light brightens my path i walk on to find...



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post Jul 29 2012, 09:06 PM
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Dear Trevor,


My Doxie and Me has, once again, found such incredibly wise and warm words. He is able to capture and tell our love story without knowing either one of us! I hope he can find time, now and again, to continue helping us on our journey as he says we have helped him with his Jen. Such a beautiful name, such a beautiful girl!

Trevor, you are still my everything. How am I going to explain taking your picture to the hospital and not the others'? I know! I'll take your memory pillow that Auntie Jeanne just finished for me! That way I'll take Dreamer and Kelley's pictures and stil cuddle with you at night, especially when the going gets rough.

Have a beauty-filled night, my sweet boy!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
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post Jul 30 2012, 06:47 AM
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Hi Trevor

I hope you like your pillow - it's for your mom and it's made of your second favorite blanket. Every stitch was done with love for you and your mommie.

Say hi to Ms Gretta.

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post Jul 30 2012, 02:49 PM
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Dear Trevor,

How do I seem to make it, day after day? especially with this awful medical stuff staring me right in the face and making me so tired that I can barely do anything actively? when I miss you so much and could use your example right now? Your mommy is so frustrated and I know that you know all about being frustrated.....you must have been so many, many times just living with us, not including the years before that. Mommy is scared and I know that you know all about that, too. So many things scared you, especially towards the end. I can't even imagine how scared you must have been before meeting Grandmom and while you were living in that nasty foster home. Of course, you stayed in the here-and-now, whereas mommy has thoughts running all over the place in her mind. It IS very hard to LIVE each day as if nothing was going on when plenty is and shows you by sucking all your stamina and strength right out from under you. You doggies and kitties and bunnies and all of God's creatures have that as an advantage to you. Humans can, without even trying, imagine all sorts of awful things happening to/for them and that scares a lot of us. And you also know all about being alone for hours at a time.

So, Trevor, please know that your mommy continues to love you with all that I have and even more than that. I must remember what a good example you set the entire time we were together and how not to be afraid of crossing my own Rainbow Bridge if it is that time sooner than I'd like. Because YOU will be there, with all your friends and brothers and cousins and all of mommy's friends and relatives that went before her. I don't think anything like that is going to happen soon, but it is an eventuality that I must address. So there, I've addressed it.

Thank you, my sweet boy, for always being in my thoughts. Just push your way in when you need to or when you know I need you to. And stay the wonderful, gentle and kind Cocker Spaniel you have always been.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! wub.gif
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