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23 Oct 2008
Hey Buddy

I miss saying that so much. Two years and I still do. It's two years today, I can't believe I haven't held you for that long. I wish I knew what to say, but I don't.

I'm glad we had you to love and to give all your love to us. I miss you so much my big Buddy. I wish I could say more but I am just too sad today. I'm thinking of you and loving you still.

We miss you so much Moose kitty, you were so very special.

"Wishing I could hear your voice again, knowing that I never will".

Love you
Mommy
23 Oct 2007
Oh my Moose. One year ago today we lost you. Im not sure how we lived through this year, my dear, without you. You came to give us love, in many ways you were love.

I miss how you smelled, how you looked, how you purred and yelled. I just want to hold you and kiss you and smell your tummy. I have cried a river, an ocean for you.

I was looking at the pictures of you, you were so small when you came to live with us! Only 1 pounds. A tiny comical boy with that teeny, tiny moustache and eyes just a little crossed. Your food dish was bigger than you. You were sick even then and I was so afraid youd never be a year old. We made a miracle, we knew it, every year you lived.

Last year I felt so robbed that you only had 10 years on the earth. Now I think I begin to understand how very lucky we were to have 10 whole years of your love.

Thank you for sending Majik our way. He makes us laugh every day. He is so cute and has so much energy! He isnt you. Autumn misses you so much too. We need our Moose.

Thank you for all the years you spent with us, for holding on so long in a body that just wasnt well. I know you knew how much your Daddy needed you.

We remember you and love you so much. We still dont quite know how to be without you. Im sure we will be together again sometime, I cant wait. You are in our hearts forever. Love is forever.


Like the sun through the trees you came to love me.
Like a leaf on a breeze you blew away.

Through autumn's golden gown we used to kick our way,
You always loved this time of year.
Those fallen leaves lie undisturbed now
'Cause you're not here.
'Cause you're not here.
'Cause you're not here.


Wish I was kissing that tummy.



Love Mommy
23 Apr 2007
It's been 6 months since I saw your cute little face. So long since I called you my sweet, sweet, Sweety Pie. We never left you for even an entire day, how can it be so long since I have seen you? Held you, smelled you, kissed you?

I keep thinking of seeing your little face the first time in that pet store, how small and adorable you were. Of taking you home with me and putting you in the bend of my elbow, letting you sleep there while I tickled your tummy. More than 10 years ago. I wish so much I would have known you were only going to be with me 10 years, so many things I would have done differently.

We have a candle lit for you, and your lamp. We got flowers to put near your urn. They look pretty. I wish I could go back a couple of years and just do them over, with you. Some days I still don't think I can live without you. We still have Autumn, she misses you too. We have a new guy too. It's funny that the house still seems empty without you in it. You had such a huge soul, you filled up our house and our hearts.

It so odd that it's 6 months today, the 23rd again, AND a Monday. Daddy is just going off call again too. It's so much the same as the day you left us it just feels un-real. I'm counting the hours until the time you went too.

Why did we only get 10 years with you? Why did you leave us? We wanted you to stay so much. Who takes care of you now baby? I miss you so much. I though I was doing okay, accepting what I HAVE to accept, but this weekend I kinda lost it again. My birthday is comming up on Saturday and I don't want it. (Of course when did I ever want a birthday)? I just want you. I can't stop crying.

So good morning buddy, I hope so much you are happy. I can't wait to see you again.

Mommy loves you so much, she always will
23 Mar 2007
Today is five months since my Moustache kitty left this earth. How can it have been that long since I have seen that cute little face? Or found just the right thing to feed him? I still worry about how you are, where you are, who is flossing with you and rubbing your tummy. I'm just gald you don't have to be sick anymore baby.

I wish I could see you again, have you demand things from me, get a hug and a kitty kiss. I still say 'good morning Buddy' every morning, but to a box, not to a warm furry. I hate that. You were so alive, so vital, how could it change so fast? One half hour and my life changed forever.

It's a hard day, made harder because my Autumn kitty scared us to death last night. We got her two months before we got Moose, she has been our rock to cling to, our bridge between our new realities. When she goes outside we always go with her. Lately we have let her off her leash and just follow her. She is usually such a good girl. Last night she went walkabout. We got distracted for a few minutes, I had to go inside to check on dinner and my husband was watching Majik. Majik is just learning how to go outside on a leash. He was born outside, just learning to be social with people and doing well, but we worry. When I came back outside Autumn was nowhere to be found.

We checked all her usual places, and called, that usually works. Not last night. We waited a while but she is generally quick to come back. We got in the car and drove around the neighborhood. Didn't see her. We went door to door in the area we know she goes, couldn't find her. One of our neighbors was helping us look, he is a sweet man. All we could think of was that she was inside somewhere, but we couldn't find her.

I came in and got the phone number and address of the closest shelter, I was going there today, and printed a map to it. Then I designed and printed up a 'lost' poster. I wanted to get them up asap. As I was taking the poster to show my husband I walked past the front door and there she was, asking to come in. OMG I couldn't get the dang door open fast enough. In the end she was only really gone about two and a half hours but it felt like that many days!

Waiting for her and not knowing...it was so hard. It put me right back where I was five months ago. I couldn't eat dinner, wanted to vomit, didn't feel like I could breathe, felt like I was having a heart attack...even after she came home I couldn't sleep. I didn't know I was still so fragile.

Oof this is a long post, Im sorry. I guess I just had to get that out. All is okay, Autumn is home safe and we will be more vigilant. I guess this was a lesson in getting complacent and not taking for granted what is so important in your life. I keep getting that lesson, youd think Id have learned it.

I will love you forever buddy
22 Mar 2007
My other post on Majik was getting soooo long, I thought I'd put these pictures in a new post. Majik is 6 months old now, and really too cute.

I know this took a while. Sorry Alley's Mama.

I talked in my other post about how he 'found' a fuzzy pen and decided to make it his. When he carries it by the top you almost can't see his face. He has to hop everywhere with it. It's too funny. Here is a picture of him playing with it. (Yes all the toys are his):


He is an 'up' kitty, the higher the better. Here he is on top of the kitchen cabinets:


And in the washing machine, The 'little round bed', LOL:


Here is Majik and Autumn together, about as close as she will let him come:


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