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lynette
post Aug 26 2009, 03:40 PM
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I completely get what you say about being afraid of losing your new baby too. I am so paranoid sometimes about Barney and Casey. They are only a year old and they get into absolutely everything. I'm terrified that they'll eat something or choke on something. I hope they outgrow this stage soon!!! I love them to death, Izzy and George too, but you're right it's not the same as it was with Hunny and Lily. Not yet anyway.

Maybe I should take time away from here, but for some reason I just can't seem to stay away. It's like a magnet - it just draws me here everyday.

I think I'll take your advice about going for a walk though. Try anyway, the mosquitoes are so bad here these days!! Maybe I'll take Barney too. Barney and Casey pull so hard it's hard taking them for walks. I guess that's why I don't do it often. Maybe one at a time will work though.

Thanks for listening. I really appreciate it. It helps knowing that someone else feels the same as I do. Life certainly has changed. And who knows what normal is, but maybe it just takes time to create a new "normal".

Thanks again.

Lynette.
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lynette
post Aug 31 2009, 09:55 AM
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Hi Babies.

They're playing your song on the radio Hunny.

God, I miss you both so much. I hope so much that you're both happy wherever you are.

I love you guys.

Love Mum.
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lynette
post Sep 1 2009, 09:27 AM
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Hi my babies.

I'm feeling sad again today. Uncle Tom died yesterday. I don't know if you two ever met him - Murray's dad. Bud and Lady would probably remember him. You both knew Murray pretty well. Well he died yesterday from liver cancer. When someone close dies it always drags up the memories and pain of you both leaving me.

Maybe you'll see him up there. He'd be with Princess, a little poodle. And probably with his son who died way back when. I hope he'll be happy and healthy again. We haven't heard yet whent he funeral will be, but you can guarantee that I'll be thinking of you the whole time.

I cried all the way to work again. It never seems to get any easier.

I miss you two so much. I love you both.

People reading this might think I'm crazy writing to you like this as often as I do, but whatever. Sometimes, I just need to talk to you. A lot of times I need to talk to you both.

Anyway, will write again.

Love you both with all of my heart and soul.

Love Mum.
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lynette
post Sep 8 2009, 09:29 AM
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Hi babies.

It's Casey's birthday today - don't know what to get her. She's such a sweetie. They all are.

You wouldn't believe how far Izzy has come. It's amazing. Sure, she still has her moments, but what a difference from this time last year!! You'd be so proud of her Hunny.

George starts agility classes this Saturday. I think he'll love that. He's bored. He loves to chase the cows and goats away from the fence, but I think he'd love to get in there with them and work them.

Just wanted to say how much I miss you both and that I love you.

Carly goes back to school tomorrow. I don't think she wants to go. Summer went by so fast even though we had such awful weather this year - again. The pups will miss her too. They've loved her being home with them. They don't have to be locked up in the house all day. Oh well, what can we do?


Anyway I'll talk to you again.

Love Mum.
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post Sep 8 2009, 10:47 AM
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big (((((((hug))))))) from lucy and myself

patricia
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lynette
post Sep 9 2009, 09:35 AM
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Thanks.
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lynette
post Sep 14 2009, 09:47 AM
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Hey girls.

Hope you're both enjoying yourselves up there. I miss you so very much. It seems like such a long time ago since you left.

And now you're gone aren't you Hunny? I know you still come back to check on us, but you're gone aren't you? You've moved on. Izzy no longer looks up at the ceiling anymore. When she did this I was sure she was looking at you. I think you were here keeping an eye on the pups. I guess George is doing a good job cos I haven't seen Izzy do that for a while now. I miss you so much though. You too Lily.

The pups are doing good. George went for his first day of agility training Saturday morning. Dad took him - he thinks he enjoyed himself. George was kind of scared to get in the truck though - guess he wasn't sure what was going on or if he'd be coming back. I guess George must still have some insecurities about being dumbed. Of course we would never let George go. He's here forever. Carly took Barney for a walk by himself last night and left George in the fence. He was so mad! Poor thing - he couldn't go for a walk with Barney. Isn't that cute?

He's doing a good job Hunny. I know you'll be proud of him. You too Lily. I wish you could have met them all.

George has really helped Izzy come out of her shell. She has come such a long way Hunny. Maybe that's why you left now - you can see just how well she's coming along now. She's gonna be ok. I know she'll probably always have some issues with her past, but I never thought we'd even get this far.

Anyway, I love you babies and I miss you both so much. Please come and visit me sometimes. My only wish for you both is that you're happy and healthy. I don't expect you to hang around watching over us, but a little visit once in a while would be nice. I know we'll meet again someday - and I'll read you both the letter that I sent with you Hunny.

Love you both.

With love Mum, Izzy, George, Barney and Casey.
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lynette
post Sep 21 2009, 11:40 AM
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Hi, my darlings.

Just want to let you know how much I miss and love you both. I had a weird dream the other night about you Hunny - it was disturbing, but I can't remember it now.

I wish you both would come back for a visit. Or maybe, you do, and I just don't remember them. I miss you both so much.

Everyone is well. Barney and Casey are trouble as usual. Izzy doing well - getting younger with each day!!! And George, I think he loves his agility class. Carly and I went with Dad on Saturday. He was distracted by us, but he was also showing off.

Anyway, I love you both.

Missing you.

Love Mum.
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lynette
post Sep 23 2009, 11:13 AM
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Hi Babies.

I woke up with you both on my mind this morning. I have such a heavy heart today. I miss you both so very much. I feel very blue today. I wish I could hold you both.

I hope you're up there having so much fun - you both certainly deserve it. But I just miss you so much.

I love you babies.

Sending hugs and kisses your way.

Love you.

Mum.
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lynette
post Oct 5 2009, 09:17 AM
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Dear Hunny and Lily.

Hi my babies.

It seems that eight is our unlucky number. We found skinny Mamma's body yesterday at Nan's. I don't know when she left to be with you two, but I'm just so sad about this. I believe that Dumper and Lucy killed her. She must have died a horrible death. Can you tell Mamma that I'm so, so sorry? She didn't deserve that. I hate Dumper so much - I just don't trust him. He looks so evil! That's why you sent George eh Hunny? To help protect the beagles. I don't know how much George could do against him. Lucy and Dumper were at the house last night. Dumper looked like he was in stalker - prey drive. I sent him home, but I just do not trust him. He probably has a taste for killing cats now. I let George sleep in the house last night.

Fat Mamma is probably there with you too. She took off a few months ago, and has not come back yet. It's unusual for her to be gone this long. I honestly believe that skinny Mamma missed you both so much. I know she hasn't been happy since you left. You two were all she knew. I feel so bad - heartbroken that she's gone. She was such a good cat.

Did you two meet her when she got there? I hope so. I hope she's happy and whole again. We buried her next to Lily. I guess we should bury you there too eh Hunny? I don't know if I can though - not yet anyway.

I miss you all so much. It's gonna be different without Mamma now. I haven't seen Smokey for a day or so either. I hope he's ok.

Say hi to Mamma for me. To fat Mamma if she's up there too.

I love you all and I miss you all so very much.

Will write again soon.

Love Mum.

Hugs and kisses to you all.

Be happy my babies.
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lynette
post Oct 13 2009, 12:54 PM
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Hi my dearest angels.

Just wanted to say thanks for the visit the other day. I'm sure it was you Lily. I was sitting on the sofa, and suddenly felt a warm breath on my head. I've felt this before (only cold though) back during the winter months. Just a sudden quick little breeze that blows over so out of the blue. I'm so sure it's you Lily or maybe you too now Hunny.

I miss you both so very much. I wish I could just hold you again. I wish I could snuggle up with you both. I don't see Izzy looking up at the ceiling anymore, so I'm certain that you've both moved on. I know you're still watching over us, but I don't think you're as concerned for us as you were when you both left.

They're all doing well. It's getting cold out now. We've had snow already. About six inches on Friday. The pups sure love the snow. They love digging in it. George loves his agility classes. Quite the show off I've heard. And definitely teacher's pet! He and Carly went to Nan's yesterday afternoon. Some goats were out and apparently George rounded them up and herded them back into the fence. Carly said he was just so happy, grinning from ear to ear. How cute eh? Lucy's in heat now, and she's here everyday. I think George likes the company, but she brings Dumper with her. I don't trust him.

Oh well. Just wanted to say I love you both so very much. I love all of you up there. And I'm missing you all so much.

Love you babies.

Talk to you again.

Love Mum.
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lynette
post Oct 21 2009, 09:09 AM
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Good morning my sweet girls.

I cried all the way in to work this morning. I don't know why, but just became so upset driving in. Just one of those days I guess. I miss you both so much.

I love you both so very much.

Love Mum.
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post Oct 21 2009, 10:28 AM
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Lynette, I have those days too. It's strange how it seems to come out of nowhere. I'm sorry you're having one.
-Donna
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post Oct 21 2009, 11:19 AM
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QUOTE (lynette @ Oct 21 2009, 09:09 AM) *
Good morning my sweet girls.

I cried all the way in to work this morning. I don't know why, but just became so upset driving in. Just one of those days I guess. I miss you both so much.

I love you both so very much.

Love Mum.

{*{*{*{*{Lynette}*}*}*}*} I also still have those days. One would think I'd be over it after two years. My loss took place October 12 through October 16, 2007. I must admit it's better. First came the hysterical screaming and crying every day that did not sound human. One neighbor thought I was being attacked by a large canine or primate like a chimp or gorilla that had escaped from the zoo. Were those wounded sounds coming from me? Yes, they were. How unreal.

At the present, I simply weep practically every day. Kind of softly at times and harder other times. However, like I said, it's much better. Thank goodness for that. Right now, it's so difficult to type this to you as tears stream down my cheeks, but not for my loss at all. It's because I can truly feel your palpable pain. It hurts physically, too. Such grief, loneliness and despair can be and many times is so difficult to bear. Oh, how I empathize with you, Dear One.

Please know that all along you and your Rainbow Bridge Babies have been in my thoughts and prayers. Winging many loving Angels to soothe and gently guide you through this most difficult time in your life.

Many Comforting Hugs!!!

Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
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lynette
post Oct 30 2009, 03:37 PM
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Thanks Dottie.

Having another one of those emotional days again. I have a cold, maybe that's why. They were playing Hunny's song on the radio a little while ago. At first I didn't recognize it, but when I did, the tears just welled up in my eyes. I have Lily's song on my mp3 player - I can never play it though. Too many painful memories.

To my precious babies, Hunny and Lily.

I sure hope you two are happy and healthy cos that's all I want for you. I miss you both so much. The pups are doing well. George has his last agility class tomorrow. Well, actually, we're signing him up for another eight weeks. He likes it. We took Barney and Casey last weekend to see if they would enjoy it. I think they might. Barney did soooooo well. You should have seen it. Hunny, you'd be so proud of him. He did the jumps so perfectly. Of course, he'll do anything for some chicken! He is such a handsome boy. Casey and Izzy are gorgeous too.

We still haven't buried your ashes Hunny. I don't know if I can. But we'd better hurry up if we are eh? Winter's not far off now. It's getting colder. The ground hasn't frozen yet, but I'm sure it will in the next month or so. I hate winter so much. They are just so long now. We had such a crappy summer this year again.

Did mama make it there safely? Is fat mama there too? She still hasn't come home. It's been a long time now - she never stays away this long. I guess one good thing is is that you are all back together again.

The cats love Izzy. You should see her. She can't go anywhere without at least a couple cats tagging along. It's so cute. And then Smokey always snuggles up with her. I don't think George much cares for the cats. He doesn't hurt them, but he'll chase them off sometimes.

I wish I could hug you both again. It's been a while since I've felt you around. Please come home again soon. I miss you so, so much.

I love you both with all my heart and soul.

Talk to you later babies.

Love Mum.
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lynette
post Nov 5 2009, 04:41 PM
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Hi Angels.

I can't believe that it is seven months now since you had to leave us Hunny. Sometimes it seems like such a long time ago, and other times, like it was just yesterday. I miss you so much. Both of you. It is getting easier. I don't sense you around anymore though. I miss that. But I know you're in a better place where you are both fit and healthy again. And hopefully, having so much fun.

I hope one day you can forgive me for sending you to Lily Hunny. And Lily, I hope you can forgive us for not being able to save you.

I miss you both so much. My heart aches for you all the time. There is not a day goes by that I don't think of you both. I hope you know how deeply I loved - love you both.

I love you my angels with my heart and soul. I hope we get to be together again. Cos, when we do meet I'm gonna give you both the biggest hugs ever and I promise I'll never let you go again.

I love you babies.

Love Mum.
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lynette
post Nov 10 2009, 02:08 PM
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Hi my precious Angels.

I miss you both so much. There are days when I just can't believe that you're both gone. My heart still aches so much for you both. I love you babies. Love Mum.
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lynette
post Nov 16 2009, 11:04 AM
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Love you Angels. Missing you so much.

Love Mum.
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lynette
post Nov 25 2009, 10:32 AM
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Hi my sweet Angels.

I miss you both so much.

Finally went to the doctor yesterday with this cough. Turns out it's bronchitis. So, now I have a pile of drugs to take. Feeling a bit better today, but am quite sore. I'm so tired of feeling run down. It's been a long year and a half since you left us Lily. And a very stressful one at that. I think it's time to start taking care of myself again don't you think? I wasn't surprised when I got sick a month ago. I've been so stressed and run down for so long now. But hopefully, now I can start feeling better. I know things will never be the same again without you both here. I wish I could turn back time, I wish I could hold you both again. I miss you so, so much.

Hunny, Lily - I love you so much. I hope you're having a great time wherever you are. I've been trying to think of something special to get for this Christmas in remembrance of you both. I have come up with nothing yet, except maybe flowers. I don't know. I guess it will come to me.

Anyway, better go. I love you both.

Love always and forever, Mum.
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post Nov 26 2009, 04:31 PM
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Lynette...I hope you are having a great Thanksgiving.

Hugs to you.

-Sonya-


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****Sonya****

In loving memory of my soulmate, Brutus...never forgotten, always missed.

Brutus Midnight Gunsmoke
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