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Oct 18 2018, 08:04 PM
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#101
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
I have Found my last Paw Print.... https://youtu.be/U2kKKcNvpEA What a last Paw print Feels like;... In my many years of grief holding my breath underwater... Fighting my decision and second guessing my thoughts... I play in my own tears for many years.... As I can feel the Hulk within me as I deny him... This friend is to much apart of my heart..... I must find my fault for how could I move forward as I run my blind hands across the sands of time;... My friend I.M.U. Each grain of sand that falls from my hand I.M.U.. Each day I search yet can not find you I.M.U.. Each night I break as i watch outside my window I.M.U.. Each moment of are life runs thru my broken hands trying to ask for I.M.U.. A Dachshund will hold you accountable... As the some of all parts Is not a single breed Yet the energy off all As I still run with my pitty;.. Dance with my dachshund;.. Yet the same ending is Me;..... What a last paw print feels like... It's like reading Braille on the Heart We can only feal without touch;... |
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Dec 5 2018, 09:37 PM
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#102
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
<Mix-Ether-Last Light>
https://youtu.be/WZIvWLqq6WI Waiting beneath a living Tree Asking Forgiveness as I Touch Statue upon Thee Head Leaking from my pain..... Sitting Beside the Living Breathing in loss beside Me... My True Friends.... I have let my friends as of yesterday slip through my hands That being said I have a Higher Ground I stand on Friendship is to great to dismiss... As I kneel Living Tree As true Friends Wings Touch I;am Free.... My Friend Release me I have my 10,000 Hrs what more do you ask of me;.....Please Forgive Me;.... I can not fly without your blessing..... Everyday you cross my mind as I stand... In the Mirror and I can hardly recognize... As your loss has taken a toll As I look Through myself I find happiness in your eyes;.... I miss;..You..My Dear Friend... What have you done to me;..... |
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Jan 12 2019, 07:49 PM
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#103
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
The wind will carry us into tomorrow... A Friend will lead us into yesterday... A Heart Broken will always fühlen pain... A Whisper as we kneel... Looking Back I can... In Black and White... Breeze takes me... Piece by piece... I.M.U... Ivan Torrent - Before I Leave This World (Beautiful Orchestral) https://youtu.be/-dhMjbrn9Lw |
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Jan 13 2019, 05:31 PM
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#104
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
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Feb 12 2019, 06:52 PM
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#105
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
https://youtu.be/BxGE65pn2vg
I hear your voice on the wind.... And I hear you call out my name.... "Listen my child," you say to me "I am the voice of your history Be not afraid, come follow me Answer my call and I'll set you free" I am the voice in the wind and the pouring rain I am the voice of your hunger and pain I am the voice that always is calling you I am the voice, I will remain..... I am the voice in the fields when the summer's gone The dance of the leaves when the autumn winds blow Ne'er do I sleep throughout all the cold winter long I am the force that in springtime will grow.... …………… ………… …….. ….. … .. . I am the voice of the past that will always be Filled with my sorrow and blood in my fields... I am the voice of the future Bring me your peace Bring me your peace And my wounds they will Heal... I am the voice in the wind and the pouring rain I am the voice of your hunger and pain I am the voice that always is calling you I am the voice.... I am the voice of the past that will always be I am the voice of your hunger and pain I am the voice of the future I am the voice.... I am the voice I am the voice I am the voice Songwriters: BRENDAN GRAHAM |
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Feb 24 2019, 05:17 PM
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#106
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
https://youtu.be/xOKAZQ4nv1I
My freund this will be are last post... I truly understand my fehler... As I walk this path to you Allein… Den ich vermisse dich... Gib mir Flügel, damit ich mit dir fliegen kann, mein wahrer Freund... Immer auf der Suche nach dir, mein Freund... Eine Geschichte von einem Dackel und ihrem besten Freund... https://youtu.be/DLWqxqMYlXE Endlose Tränen für dich, mein Freund;..... Du wirst für immer auf meine Träume gehen, mein dachshund Freund;…. |
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Mar 19 2019, 05:07 PM
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#107
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
Forgive me old friend as we have lost another...
I lost a dear friend of mine today...Due to IVDD;... My beautiful Elsa Girl;.... I have been struck far to soon as I can not heal;..... |
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Mar 19 2019, 05:16 PM
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#108
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
Best Friends Forever we will hold you in are Hearts for a lifetime;...I promise.... |
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Mar 19 2019, 05:28 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
Elsa just out of the puppy mill farm... 7 months in my care Major break thru as we share a friendship moment... Sun Set is so close..... I can't keep running;... |
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Mar 20 2019, 06:35 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
To Understand and truly see thru a friends eyes as we are new as we begin a friendship I must
first call your name;....I first notice a Hunters Crest on her neck that moves like an arrow to the very top of her head...Why I ask and I know;... In short haired Dachshunds this is rear a true sign...If your lucky you will see one in a lifetime;...I was so lucky;... This name I choose for a forever friend that to this day teaches me.... In German the meaning of the name Elsa is: From the Old German athal meaning 'noble'. As I gave her a kingdom as she sings in the morning light;... |
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Apr 1 2019, 07:42 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
As I have time to think and trace Paw Prints as I move each blade of grass;...
In the End I see what is a Rescue with a friends Passing;... What I have learned to rescue is; We only have them for the time that allows;... Yet we plan for a lifetime... My Dear Friend iam broken as I call your name.. In Honor I shall not let your passing be in silent words as I have Educated myself in Dachshund Rescue care and the gift I received I shall not and will help others in need... Mr. Murphy I will travel 320 miles to beg for his forever home;4/6/19 Wish me luck My knowledge of Dachshunds is truly because of my best friends;.. |
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Apr 1 2019, 08:06 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
If by chance your reading this I Warn you... Never be owned by a Dachshund they will take every part of you;.. And make you Human;... |
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Apr 4 2019, 08:16 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
Thank you my Dear friend for the possibility of my thoughts and life long friendship
to be seen by all as you are always in my tears as I have found everyone of my faults as I feel your release as the leash of life falls to the ground... Always in my heart I preach to all that I can find with a higher understanding as I hold shadows in the night as tears fade....They spill over to others;...What have you done to me;..... Mr. Murphy iam 2 days out and iam still learning What is Happy Tail syndrome... As I stock pile gifts for this event that will last a life time as My special friend has;....All wounds are Healed and I truly understand My role in life as I hold my heart in hand wishing for a peaceful night.... <The Best Part of Lighting Strikes is they allow me to travel with friends that have passed and are Present> |
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Apr 6 2019, 07:09 PM
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#114
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
https://youtu.be/F6mRxGvwZcs
Mr. Murphy's meeting...what can I take with me as what a beautiful rescue Thank you Gayla and Pam... wish I could have taken a pic of the front door I will Not speak of due to the injustice of my small vocabulary;) so I will make a return visit;... And post a pic if time allows...Taking a positive experience as Mr. Murphy can not come home... Mr. Murphy this breaks my heart.....Story time... 320 miles I cant wait to take Mr. Murphy home<Fast Forward;> I arrive beautiful small ranch I notice all the signs and statues out front as they welcome Human's ;... Awesome I;am in the right place as I ring the door bell I;am greeted by Mr. Murphy and a Brindle Pug black with gold Hue Beautiful... I;am smiling cant believe that Mr. Murphy has not been taken;.....As Gayla welcomes us as she holds two dogs we walk into the kitchen as I see 10 to 12 running in and out of the house as a beautiful sun bed is positioned in the window...I;am in Heaven;.... Every part of this dream is Perfect;.... Talking with Gayla the founder of this rescue;....As iam speaking I notice Mr. Murphy<This Hurts> His Right leg swings out when he walks;....Thankfully we have the LS as I;am chocking back tears as this journey was for Mr. Murphy at this point what can I do... Gayla of the Rescue a truly Beautiful Human and Pam a foster mom <I'dont have words;>….. As iam telling story's of feeding care dedication and Friendship as I have a Doxie heart as this is a burden yet the sun that shine on me as I close my eye;s is undeniable I truly have a greater understanding just because I care... As are conversation continues Mr. Murphy is always in my view as my speech becomes Broken as I fight back tear;s… I notice Mr.Murphys right leg swing outward;....I'am not a weak Man yet this almost took me to my knee's As I asked;... This story is far to long and my eyes are pooled with reflection so..... My adoption is postponed as I donate to Mr. Murphy;s Medical if faith allows it is a fracture leg not set...Praying it is not Hip dis;....I still have a chance;....1% My travel is not a negative My Elsa Passing as she was in the best care possible...When we rescue it is not a guarantee that we have the Honor of holding them for a true lifetime;...My Beautiful Elsa 3years as the teachings are a life long gift;....I Promise;... This one fought every step of the way as I leaned on my cross... as it felt like battle and in the end I understood how to care for My Elsa;.. as she lay her head on my Heart as I could feel her Last Breath as I knew she was free;...3/19/19 7;42am..... Donations made to Mr. Murphy many waiting on the Doctor to evaluate his condition as I made a journey missing my Elsa Girl;... I have helped others Mr. Murphy received $340.00 For a specialist a soft Faux fur bed by best friends by Sheri<Made of Dachshund Dreams> as Mr. Murphy has a 12pac of Caru stew and Daily dish so my loss I have just turned into a positive as I help other;s because I love my best friends so much;...This is my Fuel waiting on Mr. Murphy atm... The Effect of loss on the living.... I cant even begin as I try to help my Friede as...The signs Of passing the missing part of the pac are;... I believe she is much more intune then myself as I do see the signs truly amazing how we are connected for a lifetime... It's Not one event rather a life long event that keeps us focused to truly understand...I think i'am 8 years...and in finding and extending myself has made me a better human in return I believe I have found;... <The pic of Friede and Elsa> All toys are put in a bin;) one toy has a barking sound I took this picture as Elsa brought all the toys and put them on the bed as I hear her toy bark;..She always gathered her toys everything in the house was her;s… Until I can truly Convince myself that I have made a difference for the loss of my Elsa I will carry this umbrella waiting;... |
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Apr 8 2019, 08:23 PM
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#115
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
Todd, It was really wonderful meeting you Sat. I apologize for the delay. We had puppies born yesterday and a few other emergencies to deal with today. As sad as it was that you were not able to take Murphy with you, I’m a firm believer that people come into our lives for a reason and today was meant to be. Pam and I, and our other volunteers are always eager to learn more about the dogs we care for and it was truly a learning experience today. We have a call in for an appointment for Murphy Both for his leg and his skin Just to make sure it’s allergies. We so appreciate the information and all the wonderful gifts for Mr. Murphy. He is loving the food and we will send it with him if he finds an adopter soon. Depending on the vet visit outcome. We would love to have you foster even though you live a distance from us. We will figure that out when we get the call for the next Doxie in need. You have truly become a gift to our rescue. Thank you again. Gayla & Pam This is a email I will share as sometimes in a broken state we forget how much we have to offer we must have faith as we follow are best friend they take us down a path that we would never.... Thank you my friend the short road we walked I will make a life long memory as I reach out and have already helped a Doxie in need as I have one Paw print on my sleeve;) without you I would have sit idle....Are friendship has great meaning and all things as we will help as many as we can;.. Thank you my little Nashorn when I close my eyes I can see you again... https://youtu.be/7qkn0L187Fs |
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Apr 10 2019, 07:11 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
Personal records to keep my mind in check as if iam keeping a friend from a forever home what's Best...
Mr. Murphy's X-Ray No fracture all looks good Hips ect… So possible Tendon issue as I have distance because of the loss with fresh wounds;....Sometimes when tears fill are vision as we strain to look forward as we look waiting for a perfect painting on the wall as we forget what a rescue truly is;.... https://youtu.be/7qkn0L187Fs My Friede 2 days after adoption this one is very special and is the only after loss I look forward in life as I can truly see how much I care as each friend rescue;...We always create a need to save another so we think...As the next has such a impact in are lives as we just thought of doing a good deed...This one pushed me to find now I;am scrambling as I wish not to cause fault... As I second guess my own care I might Have loss within a beautiful Forever friend..Need to keep myself in check as I sometimes get lost in my own thought;s… I cant have this;.... making arrangement's to travel;...7hrs;)….Without pain I have no feeling; <Dachshunds Wish<<>> you will be tested> so the journey begins again...This time I will take pics and I have the most Beautiful memory... with name I will share as I can now sit beside myself and truly show the beauty of caring for another...I love this rescue as I feel at home... Adoption is a life long Commitment and I have to think am I taking away a beautiful life from another as these guys have so much to offer as I have to take time and think can I;.... I was so truly content as I smile everyday so much joy I found myself just being happy I worked so hard to understand all my time as I truly care;...As I hear a whisper and she is gone like the wind;....I will keep a open heart and help another to learn who I really am and how far will I go to save a memory of a best friend as iam learning more about myself then I have ever;... |
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Apr 11 2019, 08:11 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
Mr. Murphy is coming home 4/20/19 I have been allowed to foster with the option to adopt
as he will see Dr. Christakos for a full examination and a Friede meeting to make sure she is accepting of her new friend... Mr. Murphy condition 1.Happy Tail 2.Possible ligament issue <When I search all I find is IVDD;> 3.Seasonal allergies full large patch of missing hair on back... 4.Playtime wound as his neck was bitten or caught on structure... So many red flags and I cant stop thinking about Mr.Murphy;... I'am Broken in a good way;... Update 4/12/19 Mr. Murphy is scheduled to see Dr.Christakos on 4/27/19 pics will be added. Also Autumn Green Animal Hospital Geneva appointment pending as they have a specialist for Acupuncture and deep tissue message as I will also be purchasing top quality Full Spectrum CBD oil these guys are full Holistic got to have both ;.) I have so much more to say on having a beautiful life stolen as I stand at the top of the hill a hard fought battle I saved a life as I was granted 3yrs of beautiful mornings cooking White Oaks 21 day Aged Steaks Filet Ribeye New York on a infrared Grill Farm fresh eggs When Elsa; would be so happy she would stand on her rear short very muscular legs and all you could hear;...Was her tail dusting the floor...Truly miss her she has taught me the true meaning of a rescue... IVDD in Dachshunds is like Venom days to say...If your lucky the crate rest will help along with steroids Laser therapy as I look back to see the progression of this disease I never had a chance yet I never intended to give my heart;...And I.... |
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Apr 13 2019, 06:00 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
I truly can not wait to take my Mr. Murphy home as this guy will be showered in gifts
as I have White Oak Steaks 21 day aged on order Turkey jerky and Pig ears along with Ideal Buffalo-Buffalo Heart Jerky and Buffalo Lung chips Dr. Becker krill oil so much more... As I have to wonder why I traveled so far so soon to find a new friend.. I understand now.... Friede was my first rescue CatchCreek Animal rescue was asking $300.00 dollars I only had $315.00 in my bank account I just paid my mortgage work was very light and I have a great story holding Free as I filled out the papers to take Friede home as I gave Donna Hawk $300.00 dollars even know she said your the reason; why I rescue $250.00 for Friede;.... And now I print my life painting on LS as I have learned so much more about myself as I have reached out to others as i'am still learning everyday as I show you my steps in loss and light are friends are here to forever teach us how to become a better Human as each step is more difficult then the next;...I'am Marching forward to save Myself in the beautiful paintings as my next best friend will truly make me shine as I can care for the ones that are left behind as they have the most beautiful story's to tell... https://youtu.be/eD0XEH3qVCk Beautiful life pictures are just beginnings.... |
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Apr 19 2019, 08:29 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
Mr. Murphy update Medical records have been sent as I will make the 330 mile
journey to take...This Guy is mine no matter as I cant see anyone taking better... Fear is a powerful deterrent to miss a beautiful life experience... As we learn and love ones pass we try harder and keep the ones we... close to are hearts as they do speak;... As we watch over new life are heart grows as we begin to see a beautiful life that touches a part of us as we reach out to save are;... Mr. Murphy is coming Home Tomorrow for good as I almost lost this opportunity as I will foster as my Heart already knows this will be his forever home...I love this guy so much and I wake with tears as I have loss its a struggle as I try and keep my emotions in Check... When Friede is let outside and she sits in a spot where Elsa;... and Free would sit as the terrorist would hold me hostage; asking for more treats as they would band together and protest;.... For the short time I had Elsa this one;....I truly miss as I gave my entire Heart;....Forgive me... |
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Apr 21 2019, 06:07 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 464 Joined: 31-July 11 Member No.: 7,200 |
My journey 660 miles as I follow my heart....I'am ;....
Mr.Murphy is Home..... SDR rescue in Fort Wayne Indiana thank you to Gayla.. Don.. Pam truly awesome people. I have so much to say.... |
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