Saying Goodbye To My Baby Tomorrow

Two weeks ago we found out my 21 yr old cat Sparky had cancer (oral tumor)..my heart was broken that day, and I think it always will be. We lost our Kelly in December who was also 21..somehow I think God wants them to be together again. It is the most devastating news to know that your beloved friend is going to die, and all you can do is sit and watch and pray that the day never comes. He fought a hard battle, and I am so proud of him..I love him so much it's killing me..all I can think of is never seeing him again or hearing his sweet meow (he loves to talk to me)..that is probably the worst thing..the quiet and loneliness after losing your pet. I hate to be the one to make the final decision, but I know I can't let him suffer anymore just for me..I love him too much. It's just so hard and I pray I can make it through..all your prayers and thoughts are greatly appreciated..Amy & Sparky in California..