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i recently lost my cat of 13 years, and i find that i'm just so sad that i do no know what to do.
i've come here looking for just a little help in trying to get past my grief. she was my best friend, my protector, and my secret keeper, and i still do not know what i'm going to Personal Info
demi
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new mexico
Born Oct-7-1987
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8 Jul 2008
so, my kitty blackfoot died a little while ago, two weeks, to be exact. i still feel empty and lost and just so sad.
she was my best friend, my protector, my confidant, and so much more than what i keep being told she was. calling her a pet doesn't even begin to cover it. she was more than family. you see, she found me 2 weeks before my 8th birthday. she walked into my family courtyard and has never left. the first thing we did when she found us was give her warmed cream (just a little, we didn't want her to be sick) and some salmon. i grew up with a kinda crazy mom, but who didn't? every time she would yell or scream or hit me, there came blackfoot like a bullet out of nowhere, meowing and (gently) biting my mom till she stopped. i told her all my secrets, and she was always there, curled up in my lap while i was sad or sick. after my back surgery, she was my constant companion, doing her best to help me get better. since she's been gone, i haven't really cared about anything. i feel like a part of me that i didn't realize i had died with her. one of the best parts of me. will i ever hurt any less? does it ever stop hurting? i guess i'm looking for reassurance that someone else knows how i feel, and that someday, i'll just be happy i knew her, and remember the good times and be happy that i might be with her again someday. i feel so foolish that i still cry myself to sleep almost every night, that i hurt thinking about her and the fact that she is gone. so, i guess to end my ramble, any advice? any help? thank you all. ~demi |
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